wish for once someone would be there for me when i needed help or someone to talk to... instead of my stupid compulsion to help everyone and be left in the shadows no one giving a shit when im tearing myself to pieces... i wish i wasn't so damn good at dealing with my problems normally so that when i am actually having serious issues people just laugh and think im over dramatizing or are all like you don't have problems.. you just think you do cause your paranoid about it instead of taking me seriously and everyone just says stop worrying about it everyone has problems every now and then I FUCKING KNOW EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS!!! SURE GREAT IM NOT SPECIAL I GET IT!!! THE DIFFERENCE EVERYONE ELSE HAS PEOPLE THAT GIVE A SHIT!! ALL I HAVE IS A BUNCH OF CYNICAL JACKASSES WHO LAUGH AND TELL ME TO JUST DEAL WITH IT!
im overflowing with love and affection to give, if only someone would let me give it to them... if only someone could look past my less than impressive exterior to see the lonely bright shining star inside just crying for someone to love and help mend its many cracks and scars but alas the lonely star continues to wait and wish hidden in plain sight @OnceUponMyFairytale your incredibly awesome and gorgeous beyond belief you indeed are a star brighter than the sun :D
