as of today, i have been disowned by my father. i guess i'm one of those people that never got to have a super close family. i mean, im close to my brother and sister, but thats it. and thats only because only they have seen the same shit that i've seen in my life. i'm not here to bitch and moan about how daddy doesnt love me, because quite frankly, i hope his house burns down with only him inside, alone. i've got no one man. if i did i wouldnt resort to all of these bullshit people on the internet to spill my problems to on this vain ass website. the people i have loved the most have always turned their backs on me, so fuck you all.
the feeling of being "okay" does not imply that the person has risen above all his faults and emotional problems. it merely implies that he refuses to be paralyzed by them.