here's some re-boothage, since I can barely smile today.
he's pretty much got a hold on me, and it really sucks. he makes it so I can't be interested in any other guy. i compare them to him, and how he makes me feel, and they just can't match up. i'm so scared that no-one will be able to make me feel like he did, and that i'll have to either be alone or settle.
this is driving me crazy. but i still would never wish that he never happened to me. :/
what do you guys feel about love? AGH! It drives me crazy.
I went on my date last night, and I had a pretty fun time! Dinner for Schmucks was pretty much the most hilarious movie ever. :P my date was quite the gentleman! :]
i'm about to drive to my friend's house for a water balloon fight, beach volleyball, and night swimming. :D FUN!
I love my bestfriends. <3
but they'd hate me if they found out that this picture is on the internet. :D haha
this night was amazing. :]
show me your best friends?
okay, so the weather where I live is FREAKING BIPOLAR.
I come home from school and it's sunny and hot as hell.
I take a nap, and I'm woken up by thunder and lightning and rain.
I live in Southern California, not Tennessee!
The road to get to the barn was blocked, so I couldn't feed the horses when I was supposed to. But I got out there eventually, and the whole place is flooded. Whoppeeee! And there are fires everywhere. Fricking ecstatic.
Finally getting something you've wanted your whole life feels pretty damn good. :D
This is my horse, Dave!!
Okay, technically he's only half my horse. But don't burst my bubble. He's practically mine! I rode him today(only for 20 minutes, it was 100 degrees.) and he was such a good boy. He was super happy when I hosed him off after, too. :] He has an awesome personality and I can tell we're going to have an awesome bond.
"happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder."
that's painted on my wall. :]
anyways, I went riding today! :] WHEE! I'm going to start a new job where I feed the horses after school 5 days a week, and in trade I get to ride 3 days a week and I get a free lesson. I'm stoked! So I rode the horse I'll be half-leasing today, and he totally saved my ass. :] He almost ate it when we were cantering, but he saved himself and in turn, me! It's strange that I participate in such a dangerous sport...i'm really not a reckless person!
Oh, and I got stepped on. Again. GRR. This one really hurts. Oh well. :]
the little brother and I. :]
he loves playing with my mac's camera.
i got to 40 followers! :D and this is my 20th picture!
i've been slacking. :P oh well. i'll F4F!
i'm sort of loving school right now. :D
I'm actually understanding physics!
my teacher is crazy and chucked a hammer across the room today to demonstrate something.
but a SUPER cute, SUPER tall, SUPER shy boy smiled at me in that class today. TWICE! :D
he's like, the only boy at my school that i'd have to stand on my tipee toes to kiss. :D
