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    Rest In Peace: Anthony New.

    I can't believe you're gone.. let alone the fact you took your own life.
    You battled through your cancer even when the doctors told you you'd die, you proved them wrong. You were winning your battle, Anton.

    You we such a lovely lovely lovely guy and I'm so sorry I didn't do more to help you, I feel so guilty. I should've tried harder to speak to you more often, visit you, make sure everything was okay. Because hey.. maybe you'd still be here.

    We're gonna miss you Anthony, all of us. :'(

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    August 17th, 2010

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    My baby he don't talk sweet, he ain't got much to say. But he loves me, loves me, loves me, I know that he loves me anyway and maybe he dont dress fine but, i dont really mind because every time he pulls me near, I just want to cheer; Lets hear it for the boy! Lets give the boy a hand!
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    "SPOT THE GINGER!"

    Picture from wednesdays party... my facial expression is grand.
    I'm still hungover, I drank far far far too much vodka.

    I can barely remember anything other than passing out and if someone proclaimed i was dead i'd sit back up and scream im present, and I also went a walk to the park at 3 in the morning in the rain sat down on a swing and realised i was sitting on a puddle. I was soaking.

    School soon :(

    Fun times. :')

    P.S: I miss you @Ishotthesheriff </3

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    August 13th, 2010

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    All that work and what did it get me?
    Why did I do it?
    Scrapbooks full of me in the background.
    Give 'em love and what does it get ya?
    What does it get ya?
    One quick look as each of 'em leaves you.
    All your life and what does it get ya?
    Thanks a lot and out with the garbage,
    They take bows and you're battin' zero.

    I had a dream.
    I dreamed it for you, Dad.
    It wasn't for me, Dad.
    And if it wasn't for me
    Then where would you be,
    Miss Rachel Berry?

    Well, someone tell me, when is it my turn?
    Don't I get a dream for myself?
    Starting now it's gonna be my turn.
    Gangway, world, get off of my runway!
    Starting now I bat a thousand!
    This time, boys, I'm taking the bows and

    Everything's coming up Kurt!
    Everything's coming up Hummel!
    Everything's coming up Kurt!
    This time for me!
    Hahahahahahaha!

    For me! For me! For me! For me! For me! For me!!! Ya!

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    August 8th, 2010

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    It's not a silly little moment,
    It's not the storm before the calm.
    This is the deep and dying breath of
    This love that we've been working on.

    Can't seem to hold you like I want to
    So I can feel you in my arms.
    Nobody's gonna come and save you,
    We pulled too many false alarms.

    We're going down,
    And you can see it too.
    We're going down,
    And you know that we're doomed.
    My dear,
    We're slow dancing in a burning room.

    I was the one you always dreamed of,
    You were the one I tried to draw.
    How dare you say it's nothing to me?
    Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

    I'd make the most of all the sadness,
    You'd be a bitch because you can.
    You try to hit me just to hurt me
    So you leave me feeling dirty
    Because you can't understand.

    We're going down,
    And you can see it too.
    We're going down,
    And you know that we're doomed.
    My dear,
    We're slow dancing in a burning room.

    Go cry about it - why don't you?
    Go cry about it - why don't you?
    Go cry about it - why don't you?

    My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,
    Burning room,
    Burning room,
    Burning room,
    Burning room.

    Don't you think we oughta know by now?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
    Don't you think we oughta know by now?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
    Don't you think we oughta know by now?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
    Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

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    July 26th, 2010

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    Through the falling leaves all around the trees where the icy waters flow down the lanes we drive. When it´s late at night and there´s nowhere else to go 'till the morning comes and the pale white sun draws near its final day, there is one light, that will shine the world away. Explosions of warm air flow excite and invite my soul to know that your love is where you live.
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    I'm in a chirpy wee mood :)
    Good times!

    Sort of confused about school though because I'm going into sixth year (sixth form) and none of the courses i can choose seem too appealing.. so i'm thinking about going to college BUT i've missed the sign up date which means i'd be lazing about doing fuck all for ages and i'd end up being really bored in a shitty wee job and not only that i dont even know what courses i'd do at college, i'm fucking confused. >:(

    But on the plus side I have Bon Iver and Green tea and I'm all smiley because I love Heather, @parisalexa and @BiPolarBear lotsies. :3

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    July 23rd, 2010

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    If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...

    You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins.

    Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.

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    July 20th, 2010

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    there's a science to fear it plagues my mind and it keeps us right here and the less we know the more we sit still. my baby's stuck on a road that lead to nowhere nowhere, nowhere.
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    HOWRE YOU ALL?


    Sorry for not boothing for like 6 days, I've either not had the time or I've been in a weird mood, you know the drill.

    It's pissing it down and I have my window open so my room smells well nice and I like the sound of rain, rain's always good, I wanna go a walk in it but I have no-one to go a walk with.

    I'm in a funny mood and all I want is a cuddle, some hot chocolate and to watch a movie :(

    I'm gonna go for a bath 'cause for some reason I'm feeling all awful and I dunno why so hopefully a bath will cheer me up a bit then I will have that hot chocolate and I will watch a movie, probably donnie darko or benny & joon, or both.

    No cuddles. ):

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    July 19th, 2010

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    You said, "fight fire with fire, fire with fire, fire with fire through desire, desi- sire, desi-, through your desire." Now the city blocks out the sun that you know is rising, you can show me the work that you’ve done, your fears have been disguising, Is it just me or is everyone, hiding out between the lights, ehere will we be when we come undone? Just a simple meeting of the minds.
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    Worst thing you've ever forgotten?


    Happy Birthday Lorna.
    My sister, even though I totally forgot. fml.
    Luckily, my parents bought me a present to give to her, and a card, i feel like a horrid person :( i really should remember things like this...

    I straightened my hair, it is extremely long O.O i have never noticed how long it is, but yes, the tedious ammount of time straightening my hair will never be worth it cause i ALWAYS have to do it again in the morning. Why do I do this to myself?

    I feel like an alcoholic, i have so many empty bottles and cans around my room and in my bin, it's ridiculous, my parents are gonna think i have some sort of problem lmao. God help me when I'm eighteen o_O

    P.S:

    @Ishotthesheriff

    We must speakensy soon! Inbox me or IM me on msn whenever we can, i miss our little chats ): and i dont like how i dunno how you are! nat good

    P.P.S:

    I uploaded the wrong picture, sorreeee!

    xxxxxxxx

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    July 13th, 2010

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    Inside my heart is breaking..
    My make-up may be flaking...
    But my smile.. it still stays on.

    I'll top the bill, I'll earn the kill. I have to find the will to carry on with the, on with the, on with- The Show.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlMSBoPS2BE

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    July 7th, 2010

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    Yours is the first face that I saw, I think I was blind before I met you now I dont know where I am, I dont know where Ive been, but I know where I want to go and so I thought Id let you know that these things take forever I especially am slow, but I realize that I need you ^ I wondered if I could come home?
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    Horrible picture is horrible :')


    I have nothing to write about at all other than the fact i went to the market yesterday and bought loads of stuff, i also wish it was october now pls.

    I'm sick today so im in the flat myself whilst my family are out at some weird bangladeshi festival.

    Oh well, atleast i has
    @BiPolarBear ;
    Baby, you must be a broom, cause you just swept me off my feet. ;)

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    July 4th, 2010