this lightings shit, im actually wearing bright pink lipstick ;) and i dont care that i look discusting, whatever...
just come back from corby, my boyfirend brought a hoodie. i like boys in hoodies.
okay ive decided i want to do makeup. ive spent the last few days realising that idealy i dont want to be in the job im in now for the rest of my life and i might aswell do something i know ill enjoy and actually care about.
However ditzy and blonde it may sound i want to do it. Regardless of my parents steriotypically thinking ill be wasting all my qualifications in a job that doest require much academic skill, i might just do it anyways.
i know if i work hard i can combine it with business and get myself out there, and eventually possibly be on good money, doing somethting i like.
i feel like ive left it a bit long to decide this now though as i need to carry on working so i can afford to eventually move out, but im gonna need some qualifications within makeup to get anywhere and some understanding skill and tips. also portfolio etc. ive got no idea what to do. how am i gonna do this...:(
i want a quick and easy way to learn gain quallifications and experience and get myself into the industry.
i loved holiday so much and wish i was back there. had like our own little house. it was soo good :) tans abit disapointing, but what can you do, we had fun still.
ive kind of neglected this this dont have much time to write on it with my new job and all.
hopefully gonna try to get transferred to the admin department eventually i hope.
ive got a pretty nice mac collection going on aswell now after my purchases at the airports haha love ittt :)
please exuse the dressing gown and ugly hair etc, just getting ready and doing my makeup with my new mac to try it all out. i lovvvvveeee it soosososos much :) eeee. nathan actually said whiile we were walking round MAC, i cant believe how excited and happy you get over makeup haha what a loser.
