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(I wrote this a month ago)

"I'll lick your eyelids"

I’ll say my last good bye
Than live without you
I would rather die
And die alone
I keep my fingers crossed
I hope you feel the same way
After all this time we’ve lost
Waiting for today
So I hold my breath
I’m waiting for your message
I’m writing down my thoughts
For you to read
These words just flow right out
As you are in the other room
Describing our mistakes
To a mirror on the wall

Don’t you miss my kiss?
Because I miss your tender touch
Of your fingertips playing with my hair
I’m polite and pathetic
This picture is painted cold obscure
I’ll promise you tomorrow
So please don’t lie to me
An empty street
With a dim streetlight
A hole punched sky
Under the blanket of night
We’ll lie in the grass
And we’ll count the stars
And listen to the sound
Of the passing cars
As you wait in your corner
In the blackness of night
Standing under a dim street light
The whisper raises along the wind
Along with candy coated heart shaped things

By split decision without permission
She bit my neck with small incisions
She bit me soft and kissed me hard
I felt her deep inside my heart
The start of something beautiful
Wrapped up in something really awful
There is no love inside all of the violence
Seventeen years in total silence
I kiss your face and you lick my eyelids
You sing my songs with your eyes closed smiling
You call me on the phone asking to meet you halfway
And it’s okay if you want to stay
And it’s alright if you spend the night

I’ll take you home when you’re ready to go
I promise that I’ll come back for you

Secrets said are secrets kept the pages read are pages torn after I left
When I close my eyes the thoughts inside of my head are anxiously
Awaiting my one true friend I believe in you and will go to great lengths
I fell down a rabbit hole somewhere far beneath the snow
Imaginary world with imaginary friends I’ll imagine me and imaginary end
Contemplating futures independent fools trapped in narrow-minded views
Uncertain how balance dreams with expectations

Being clever got me this far
Smiling until they think I am listening
You are what I came for you are what I need
You are what I came for you are what I need
Being clever got me this far
Smiling until they think I’m listening
You are what I came for you are what I need
You are what I came for you are what I need
I’ll draw you in still life with pastels
Little roses red inside your head
I misheard every word you said
I’ll draw you in still life with pastels
Little roses red inside your head
I misheard every word you said
Tangle me up in progress
I wouldn’t trade you
For anything at all
Tangle me up in progress
I wouldn’t trade you
For anything at all
I’ll draw you in still life with pastels
Little roses red inside your head
I misheard every word you said
I’ll draw you in still life with pastels
Little roses red inside your head
I misread every word you said

Let’s cut our losses we are just decay
Because this is it this is where it’s at
Let’s go out going all the way
Because they know it’s all that we are good for
Don’t move stay where you are the voices they are invisible

If you peel off all my skin you’ll see a world that burns
And if you look in your reflection
You’ll it looks just like yours
Just like yours
I never said you were the one I wanted
You misunderstood I said you the one I want dead
I like to watch you sleeping
Because it makes you look like your dead
Inside your head inside my head
Instead of you my pain misled
Your not the one I wanted not the one I wanted
Not the one I wanted you’re the one I want dead

You got beat on mostly
Just for being at home
So most of the time
You were never there
Were we dead?
Way before tonight?
I’ll stay with you
The rest of this little life
We’ll fall asleep in our clothes
Beside you I would crumble
And you wake up
And I am gone
And nobody knows
That I loved you

The voices say hello
And we look a lot alike
I know who you are waiting for
But no one is coming though
It’s more than the less I say I do
Enough to be released
You’re sleeping in my memory
And now the world is like a secret
I closed my eyes and heard you scream
We were wired this love is seamless
Please don’t wake me up if this is a dream
Who knows maybe our luck will change
I’m bored but I’m excited
I tried but they failed me
I kind of felt like I was the one to blame
When will you see the things in another way?
On another day in any other way?
The day I met you we became butterflies
We laugh when we shouldn’t
Now fate is looking our way
I don’t know how we’ll get out of this
Too much coffee we’re too jumpy
When we should have been smooth
And if they dropped the bomb
Would you love me then?
I found a way to make amends
And I can see the need in everyone
Id’ love to be your conscience when it calls

I hear you falling
Here you’ve fallen down without a sound
I saw an angel standing in the sun
I wonder who it is and what they’re waiting for
I wait for it wait for it but it never comes
What worst being alone or not at all
My life is a dial tone with no incoming calls at all
Don’t fall I will guide you and hide you from unhappiness
A painted pastel picture hangs upon your wall
And if you listen closely you can barley hear it fall