do you guys even know how hard it is to make a new youtube channel?
i was subscribed to over 400 people, and now i have to go and re-subscribe to all of them... it's difficult.. hahah.
well, it'll all be worth it, eventually, c:
i'm starting up a new channel in which i do intend on making videos;
if you guys could go subscribe to it before i post anything, that'd be awesome, c:
LOL.
this is what happens when you're mega bored, waiting for a hurricane to blow everything off your porch, and you're eating some 'naturals' chips...
i'm just soooo pretty with yellow rabbit teeth, right?
so, my mom bought like 200 glowsticks, in case the power goes out... I also have my iPod fully charged, the september issue of seventeen, and a bunch of crayons & paper. maybe some gorgeous crayon art will come out of the boredom this hurricane will grant me. thank you in advance hurricane irene! >___<
another picture from the other night .__.
i don't know what i'm doing..
and i don't feel like taking one right now, xP
me and my friend finally started looking at college stuff..
guess who's gonna be in school for another 15 years?! this girl.. no lie.
well, it'll all be worth it, when i'm doing what i love and supporting my family, :3
anyways, how's everybody doing on this lovely day? ^__^
Let's just say you're right, and the nightmare ends:
We wake up side by side..
What makes you think that I would let you live?
I've really lost my mind...
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This picture is kinda old-- But I look like butt right now, so, :B
My life this past, like, month has been one confusing piece of crap..
Only time will repair, I suppose.
And, just to reiterate: I love Alesana... with all of my life.
I have such a bad obsession, :3
Hey, crappy webcam photo.
And no braces.
Get ready for #depressingbooth
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Why is it that you make it so hard for me to be happy? Why do I try to make everyone happy? I don't get it. I don't want to sacrifice my happiness for yours, but half the time, I have to. I can't just sit here and think that everything is alright, because I know it's not. I hate this. More than you could ever even imagine. And, if you think I'm talking about you right now, I'm not.
I could make this so much longer, but I'll face the facts--My feelings will never compare to yours. You don't understand what I'm feeling, I don't understand what you're feeling. So, I'll just leave it where it is.
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A friend of one of my really close friends tried to commit suicide this weekend. She had overdosed on pills.. Luckily, her parents found her in time and were able to take her to the hospital.
I've never seen someone be upset like that. She said she had hung out with her the day before and everything seemed fine. Just another instance where a smile can disguise anything.
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Imagine where you'd be now if you only knew:
the one you love is the one who's killing you ~
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This week has been quite... interesting.
- I dyed my hair a better-ish red (this picture is old, and henceforth does not show the beauty of my newly dyed hair)
- I got my braces off! ( I can't post a picture yet... my school folk & best friend have to see first, :p)
- I went to a viewing & funeral of someone close to a very very amazing friend of mine (@treeshavefeelings)
So, yeah.
Have fun losing an hour of sleep tonight!
