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"You'll get one number and one number only, because I'm a lazy bastard.."- Johny Rotten

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July 3rd, 2010
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Ok. So I find myself caring for her. We share ALOT. There hasn't been anything, but good moments while where together. I feel great in every way when I'm with her.
I feel emotionally vulnerable. This is about that time where I get dropped, abandoned, or lyed to about shit. She admitingnly has barriers from me around what's really going on with her. I can't seem to get straight answer's when it comes to the issue of the developing "us" situation.
I'm really conflicted right now. I feel like recoiling into myself and protecting my emotional self. Maybe I was right before I met her about not being ready to have feelings for anyone, and needing to avoid romance. She came out of know where, and just changes things when I'm with her... How to handle this... I guess if she wants me I'll be there, but I shouldn't really just wait for that to happen. That seems like the best solution at the moment. I don't really wanna keep dating anyone else, but should I really commit myself to one person at this moment?
I really hope I can get these thoughts out with some sort of outlet. So far writing, training, and guitar haven't done it. Damn.. She is having one hell of an effect on me that's for damn sure.

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July 3rd, 2010
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Nevermind the last one. I figured it out! =P

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July 2nd, 2010
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Seriously.. How do people control their accounts so well? I can't figure out how to erase picture AT ALL. Would someone help me if it is at all possible!?!?!?!?

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July 2nd, 2010
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Haha! Forgot about my old I.D. pictures. This time round I'm getting alot more defined threwout my whole body since I don't just box anymore. I ethier need to find a taller friend that wont be uncomfortable taking picture's of me like this, or learn how to hold a camera for self photo's again. This one was my "Happy Holidays" one. Pretty sure that was Christmas 07..

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July 2nd, 2010
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Blah!!! Sinus Infection! Just sucks... Weather is pretty shit right now though, so I guess it's as good a time as any to have one.

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July 2nd, 2010
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I don't think I like the last picture as much now. So here's another one.
@rosiebum Thank you. It has been. I've been hearing and starting to notice that too. She has me writing again. Not just stories but even getting into the whole song writing thing. Wich has been different then just playing guitar and only playing. This whole lyrics and poetry stuff is defenitly an interesting way to express myself.

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July 1st, 2010
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The internet is just frustrating the shit out of me anymore. Corperations are ruining everything... Just fucking lame!On the lighter side I seem to found myself in a deep rewarding romance. I was just looking to starting putting myself into dating again, and sort of avoid any kind of commetment or an emotional attachment to someone else. Keep focused on keeping myself together, and accomplishing goals for my future. Now I have someone that is mind blowingly amazing. Almost everything we talk about we find out we have a deep connection in each other. It's a lil donting but I think with all the overwhelming things I've been threw in life already that I have become prepared anough to handle it like a man. So many cliches are happening in my life now because of this. "Going threw hell to get to heaven, Can't love someone else untell you can love yourself, and finding love when you're not looking for it." It's still a bit early for actually talking about love. She's just absolutly amazing.And she better not ever get on PhotoBooth. I don't need her reading this and using it against me in our constant almost unwavering stubborness battles. Wich I have been winning so far.

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July 1st, 2010
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I miss Dharma so much. Especially on beautiful days like this where we just sat in the grass together all day. then again we would sit in the snow all day too. Favorite memory was just about 3 years ago, so she was pretty old and slowed down for the most part, but the county was blanketed in snow. That night the clouds went away, and the full moon was as big as the harvest moon, and glowed like only it can. I could see everything in that high defenition beautiful moon's glow and me and her played in the snow for hours. I guess the cold helped dull her pain and soreness. She was a cuddler and not much for playing, but I guess that night the moon had the same effect on her as it always has on me, and we were just filled with energy. That was one special teddy bear rottweiler..

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June 18th, 2010
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Those were some days of not caring if tomorrow ever came or if our night was the last night ever. Part of me misses that, but honestly. It's a very small part of me.

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June 18th, 2010
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Wes Stierwalt is a 26 year old male from United States.

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Hmmm. I have an older sis (Chelsea), my mom (Terri) and my dad (Gerald) deseased now... MY dad was killed 01/08/08... I don't really talk to my sister much anymore. I made my fight debute a couple weeks after my dad's death against my buddy, and now ex-faince's cousin. I had to wait to have that happen tell 08 because I had gotten a spine injury at work in 07/16/05. Then 10/17/08 I had an accident with a shotgun that shot me in my right shoulder. So I'm like 1/3 crippled, and I'm still training other fighter's and now even persueing my own fight career again. Hmm. I'll think of more later. I know this is pretty vague with just this so far...