I worry about her so much. I love this girl, with all my heart and it kills me to see her unhappy. I can't wait to see her on Saturday. ARGHH shes too beautiful to paint, I've tried four times and still I can't even capture a tiny bit of her :L. Still though, I'm gonna try again :). Shes the most incredible thing I've ever seen so if I can get anywhere near how she appears to me I'll know I'm fucking good :L. Bit of an ego boost today which was good, haven't had one in a while but this gallery owner said I had alot of talent and asked me to paint for him!, still get the feeling I'm being patted on the back for next to nothing though seeing as most of my work sucks..but I'll try anyway, might be some scratch in it :). I wish I could make her as happy as she makes me.
