Posin as Marilyn Monroe For A friends website. She makes Gothic clothing and i had one of her AWESOME dresses on :P
www.foreverinblack.com Check her out and buy buy buy!! Custom made to your size! ^_^
I felt so pretty. Better pics to come. Marie was taking behind the sceans pics thats why there blurry. That and she couldnt stop bouncing off the walls ;)
thought i'd show off my baby today. this is my bearded dragon Ryuu... ironic is it not that i have a dragon... called dragon :P
Not had a very good evening.. tired and sore my heads pounding and my hips and knees are well sore. People keep arguing with me.. and others have no clue that i seem to be upset when they ASSUME! grrrrr
SO!
What's your baby in life. Mines a fat cat and a stupid lizard who seems to want to only be attracted to humans...
WoW!!! Look Dans playing AGAIN! ( @Nekosuke ) DUUUUH i cant play my laptops at home so @GdwnsnHo lent me his most EXCILENT touch screen lappy!!!! proper loving it boyo!!! and you ^_^ thankies!! Owe ya fluffy!
So yeah them two are playing on WoW and Im sitting playing on.... THE SIMS! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Thats my eye! im not pretty to look at hence why ive been avoiding taking photos i think. Sorrys.
Yeah in a bit of a rage moment at the moment... got a REALLY bad knee and hip on the right and cos ive been on crutches and limping so much the muscles on the left have desided to stop working! not having a good week! So im going out tonight and i want @GdwnsnHo@Nekosuke to come with me! and they better or i shall cry. and you dont want to see that cos i dont cry i rage. and im scary!
I am SO tired today. Sat at worki trying so hard not to fall asleep. Yesterday took it out me alot.Shouting screaming arguing... GODS!! I f**king moved away from my mum and dad and brothers to get away from all this... but i seemed to have walked into it again. I miss my bro's and sis's... Need to say sorry to them for not being around. Love you guys... honist.. im just working my socks off to get money.
Sometimes you know... I wonder if its all worth it (yes having an emo) Everywhere i go i see the world in grey.
I often wonder what life would have been like if I was the one that had died. I wonder if Ray and Lou wouldn't fight so much. But mostly i wonder if I had of died.... If my parents wouldnt have been so disapointed with me.
I am VERY sick of people not being able to get on with life because they look backwards... BACKWARDS AINT THE GORRAMN WAY!!! I always try to look forwards. I have a good job (thats going bust)... I have a perfect house.. (that i cant afford to pay for on my own with my job) I have an AMAZING family! (which i never see cos im working) And i have an amasing Dan.. (love you) Friends.. (which ive never had before.. not ones that want me for me and not what i have) And yet.. I still see in grey. I dont understand what part of me wants to die and who wants to live. Im split 50/50.
Ive seen people WIG out over stupid things! GRRRRR ANGER!!!
Bugger it!!
What colour do you see the world?!
And....
Whats special about your family?
OUH! and what can you see right now!?
My answers...
Grey...
and...
There always there for me when i fall.. When ever i fall to hard they catch me and keep me safe. Raymond looks out for me like im still his baby girl. Krissy.. Like his stupid big sister... Lou still looks after me even after everything shes been through... (breast cancer whilst pregnant with her youngest son) And when i fell down that black hole after my ex.... she was there to pick me up...
Love you all.. so freaking much.
I can see my cuppa!
Out my work window even in the middle of a huge city... i can see GREEN!
and my work computer! its purple :O
