I originally had this as a congrats sign to someone but they are a meanie soooo instead I fixed it all pretty and it is a kiss blown your way just for YOU :)
How was your day? Are you done with school yet for summer break (if you were in school of course!)
I think my fear is you getting bored of me.
You getting bored and not telling me.
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I had a competition today, won both my classes, so fucking happy right now.
Also, hellllooooo half term <3
Also, helllooooo tan lines <3
Also, i miss someone, but i doubt they notice i am even gone </3
Also, I eat way to many apples at the moment.
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#PEOPLESAYHI
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ like this will happen >.<
#QUESTION
If you could go on holiday ANYWHERE, where would you go?
ciao.
my story;
i felt like sharing this, to the big wide world;
Exactly a year today my dad died, his body just gave up. He had been fighting with cancer for 6months, my brave strong daddy, became weak and helpless, his body shrunk, he got so skinny. I remember entering the hospital a few days before he died and he said to me 'babe, i'm losing the battle, daddy is losing the war' he burst into tears. it was the first time i had saw him cry. I remember replying 'just because your losing the war doesn't mean your not a strong man'. He smiled at me and said 'remember that'.
A few days after his death, i entered a dark place, a place I thought i would never leave. I began to cut, ignore my friends, and lock myself in my room. I went days without food, merely surviving. That's until a new guy came to my school, James. He helped me leave that place, began to build me up strong and fearless. He expected nothing from me. Thank You James.
And Dad, R.I.P. I still see you standing strong, to me you almost beat the battle<3. Love you.
I smile for you.
Current life status. It's not so much the work load being huge, just my inspiration to do it >.< I know I have facedown to look forward to next week but I still can't reach my targets for the week bah!
