Doesnt show well in this picture but my hairs kinda funny. I tried to dye my hair blond but since but it ended up as reddish brown so but luckily I like it Its not really that red and dark for some reason my camera just makes it that way
You would think that my friend a really good friend could invite me to her birthday party but no i dont go to same school as she does anymore so she couldnt call me, text me and of course theres facebook, msn and all sorts of other bullshit its 2010 for gods sake and she cant invite me shows how much she cares (i would like to point out that everyone else who was there are in the same school most of them in the same class)
Smiles are wonderful thing they can hide or tell other people what you are feeling.
I dont have people who see through my smiles and i can never decide if i want to tell them everything and have them thinking im melodramatic and no matter how much they would say theyll listen, theres only so much you can take. And if i keep the smile up and ignore all of it ill start to lose myself.
So wich is better have youre friends think youre melodramatic, seeking attention & pessimistic or drown in youre own mind?
