This is Sailor Bear. I got Sailor Bear when I was born. Lately I have had to hold Sailor Bear to calm down at night. Last night I got very scared and panicky about pentecostal christian churches, that are controlling and cultish. It was a scary experience, especially as I have such direct experience with them. Like I can still get sort of panicky attacky about it.
When I'm at Taylor's I sometimes cuddle a bear I call Taylor Bear, as Taylor also got the bear when he was born, and it has Taylor written on its t-shirt. But I think the bears name is Buster.
Elysia is getting married in August and hopefully Taylor and I willl fly up to be there. It will be the first wedding of my good friends.
Next week Taylor and I are going to holiday in the south island!
Powell's Books in Portland, Oregon. Where I always go into the Pearl room and scan the vast amounts of art books and thinking about buying them buy never buying them.
