Maybe I'm not right between my ears..
But crazy's just crazy, so it makes me not an ounce less sincere.
But I've-a notion that you're this way, too.
So let's be together, in a white-padded room.
So, I've been gone for awhile. I just needed some time away, I guess. I cut off my hair, obviously. I can spike it into a mohawk, which is pretty fun.. but I mostly leave it down with my bandana.
Any new changes to yourself that you've made lately?
So, I've been spending the past few weeks with someone pretty wonderful and he's sitting in bed with me right now. I'm content. Some things are still going to have to play out, but I have someone to spend most of my days with now.
I think I'm going to get my nose pierced today or Monday... Nostril most likely. Septum further down the road.
Just when things start falling into place, I never seem to fail at falling apart. I keep questioning everything.. Wondering how it'll be, how long it will last, and how it'll leave me in the end. All the answers point to: Give up now while you're ahead. But where will that take me? Just where I am right now, and where I still don't want to be. So do I try? Do I wait? Or do I just lose hope...
