ohaaaai. Yeah I know I don't post much, u mad?
But yeah, recently been trying to lose weight, and succeeding. Reccomend me some tasty snacks that are good for losing weight? k thx.
And this is when I start to melt again. Yeah, and it's killing me. This has been the worst week of my life, ngl. I've spent it all crying my heart out and i'm ridden with guilt and regret. I've lost the most beautiful people in my life, and nothing hurts so much. it's a combination of guilt, heartbreak, and loneliness. I think those are the worst feelings any human being can feel. I'm not going to say anymore, I just needed somewhere to vent, and too many people from school are following me on tumblr now. Thanks.
awh hai guise. I'm fucking hanging today, and I have school tomorrow. I've done no art coursework, no science revision, no nothing. Oh and I have the cold from hell. freaiughgadg. Think I'm just going to sleep today xxx
Ugh. when your "best friend" ditches you on yet another gig. this was my fucking chemical romance. seriously. AARGHH. this is so not fair. I should be there right now. even though I would kill my throat even more but I don't care. Well I've got a couple couple of days planned this week anyway, and jamie gets back from new york on thursday. Going to town with adam tomorrow, house party at fen's thursday night, getting blazed with jordan friday day and then getting drunk again with jamie friday night. oh how I miss my jamie.
Taken on friday at rubi's house, before getting drunk.
Was a good day though, even though I somehow managed to get really drunk on a bottle of tequila. um. But yeah It was a good day and an all-round good weekend really. Seeing my chemical romance and the blackout in 8 days, and then All time low, young guns and yellow card in march. Should be good!
uuuuum. so hey!
taking the day off school because I don't like it at all. oh can't wait to see my GCSE grades? And did I tell you I'm 15 now guys? time to apply for a job in boswells!
gotta love a good cuppa on a morning.
going to town today with adam to get some cd's and possibly some gig tickets, using my fathers money. this is good.
