I miss being young. Free of horrible worries, and piles of homework.
Free of expectations. Where best-friends switched each grade. When I would actually have a crush on a cute boy. When I would go to school with a packed lunch, and be so excited for recess to come.
I miss it all.
Life has changed, drastically. You wouldn't believe it. I'm still trying to believe it. People have been giving me so much advice. Advice that is helping me change. I feel the change already. Usually I would deny that, I would deny any change because I hate change. But not this time. I really want change now.
When someone says "How are you?" I actually answer truthfully. I don't know. I'm letting everyone in. I'm happy and scared.
Ah. We'll see what happens.
