"Theres a hole In my heart
which you used to get your air.
It wont beat again for at least another year.
You cut it out yourself, so you wont suffocate in there.
Your patience is losing to your fear.
I lost her.
When collecting angels come,
I will rush to find your prayers.
Theyre buried in the closet under the stairs,
under boxes of my dreams,
and the clutter of my fears.
My selfishness is probably why theyre here,
and i kept digging my own grave.
Im close to 30 miles deep.
I can taste the other side and it isnt pretty.
And i left my lover in a bottle,
and i threw it out to sea.
As soon as she left my fingertips I prayed she come back to me.
Come back to me baby.
I lost her.
I lost her.
I lost her.
I lost her.
I lost her.
I lost her.
I lost her.
I will never stitch the hole you cut,
In hopes that you will return to me.
I will work to be a man yes you will see.
yes I will work to be your man yes you will see."
It is almost 5AM. I'm sleepy. I have to go get in the car and ride four hours to a college for a tour of the photography center. Then, I have to get BACK in the car and ride 12 hours to Kentucky. (With my parents in the front, and my older sister in the back with me.) I'm going to see family I haven't seen in ten years, and meet two cousins that are about my age, for the first time ever. Not only am I doing all this, but all my bestfriends, @tylerxhughes, @CameronCatastrophe , @HiMyNameIsMckenzie , @ITSDEE, @micahxolson, @mattcullipherr , and @olson are all hanging out, because @tylerxhughes is home from college for the weekend. I can't see him because I'll be half a day away, and I miss him so much. It's safe to say that this is going to be a really long day/weekend. Hopefully I'll have fun!
YOU should inbox me a number so I can text really cool people. (:
schooooool. blah.dinner tonight with the beautiful @CameronCatastrophe, i can't wait! i miss her so bad. leaving tonight (tomorrow morning) at 4AM to go tour a college and then going to Kentucky for the weekend. Meeting up with my familyyy, and a long-lost bestfriend that lived beside me when i was like seven. So stoked! It's been ten years since I've seen my family and hers (:
class of '11, i can't wait for graduation day. tomorrow is my last day of school this week, im leaving at 4am tomorrow night (morning) to tour a college, then going alllllll the way to kentucky to see my family!
