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Stuck for words babe, i love you Andrew Murray-
aww, what can i say sweetheart<3 you were my whole word, you really were. i saw you more or less every night, it would always be "you start walking, and i'll start walking and we'll meet along the way". then it would be to mines or yours. we'd just spend all night together cuddling<3 whether we would walk home at silly times in the morning, like 4 oclock cause i fell asleep cuddling you, or we'd stay up most of the night and just stay at each others house, all cuddled up and happy<3 we'd always be so tired in the morning and were always late to work or college, woops, was worth it though wasnt it? the only thing i've really been eating is grapes, remember babe, grapes are the cure for everything like you always said? and apple juice<3 went into your room yesterday, remember on friday when we got a glass of apple juice to share? half of its still there<3 and your toffee crisp wraper, i have that too. i was up in time for you to go to work today, i told you to get up, remember you asked me to phone you every morning so you would be on time, so i told you babe, hope you werent late<3 you were always late because of me, too lazy to get out of your cosy bed and didnt want to let you go, cause your cuddles were the best thing in the world, i loved falling asleep in your arms<3 i hope you dont mind that i have you jumper, your cardigan, your plimsoles, the tshirt you wore on our last night together, the tshirt you wore the day you came back from zante, your black jeans with the broken zip (remember the guy that told you that then tried to get money from us?), a necklace and the braclets of mine you wore<3 you know what one of my favourite things about you was? we would be walking anywhere and if I even shivered a little bit you would stop and turn to me and said “cuddle break!” so we’d stand and cuddle for ages then would keep walking, but it would happen again after a few minutes<3 and you always gave me your hoodie when I was cold, and I always felt so guilty<3 and remember when we both realised we had a freckle of our cheeks? you put your cheek against mine and said “freckle kiss!” you were so cute <3 I have a lot of your texts babe, my favourite one was- “I’ll take your word for it love<3 but crazy?haha, you make me happy cos your so funny. Lovely. Easy to get along with you make me laugh almost too much sometimes. Honestly your the most beautiful girl I’ve ever set eyes on. Sometimes when we’re out I just see you doing your thing and I’m like holy Shit, how did I manage to land her she’s to good <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx<3 “ I cried when I read that babe, I still do<3 I was never too good for you, you were perfect for me<3 and “you ken it” babe<3 I remember when you were in zante and I couldn’t leave it till you got back to say I liked you, and you said it back<3 then on Wednesday after pamelas birthday I stopped and said I need to tell you something, I;ve been waiting a long time. and I told you I loved you, and you said you had been waiting a long time to say it too, the happiest moment was when you said the words “I love you” made me felt happier than I have ever been<3 I keep hearing your laugh in my head <3 and I remember your cheeky you side smile you did, then you’d giggle and you’d hug me<3 you loved my red hair, you always said that, I’m getting it died this Thursday for you<3 I’ll keep it red for always just for you, I hope you see it<3 I could go on and on and on about all our memories, but there aren’t words to describe what a difference you made in me, and my life, thank you so so much for all the good times and the good memories with you sweetheart. I wouldn’t be who I am without you here and I wouldn’t be able to get through this without feeling that you are right beside me, I left a space in my bed for you, it will always be there for you whenever you want to lie beside me<3 I’m going to write a letter for you every single night and keep it under my pillow<3 I love you babe, I’ll talk to you everyday just like I have been, like your still here<3 I love you so much bambi, sweet dreams<3
