He is currently barking and yelping in his sleep. Is he dreaming? Do dogs have dreams? He's my best buddy and when i lay a hand on him and say "it's all good" he calms down. Thoughts?
Attended a funeral today of a neighbor that passed away on Thanksgiving. She was a wonderful young lady of 84 and she kissed my cheek at midnight last New Years Eve. RIP Ruth
Gave me a lot to think about. Not sure how I want that part to turn out. I'm thinking more music and less tears. I've been thinking no funeral just a party. Is that wrong?
So @SatchCole told me to booth more, so this one is for him. He's just about the best lad around.
Been seeing the doctor regularly and starting working with a nutritionist and trainer to help keep what I got for as long as I can.
After the holidays I'll start planning my step down from work. But I imagine that'll take sometime. I'm gonna play it by ear and just enjoy each moment.
In just a few hours it'll be my birthday, I'll be 43 years old.
I've never been a huge "birthday celebration" kind of guy, but this one well...it's a bit bitter sweet. Not sure how I feel, it being the last one, celebrate like hell or play it low key. I guess there is really nothing to lose.
I have worked in healthcare since the day I graduated high school, yet I don't even begin to understand the first thing about Cancer, nor about having.
What I have learned is that I've become massively sensitive to sound. Everything seems to be getting louder and louder. WTF!!!!
My friend Evan asked me when I'll be wrapping up the job, and it got me thinking, though I know it can't be till after the new year, seems like that can't come soon enough.
I want to get started on that last phase.
What would you do with only 12 months left? I need ideas.
So I got my scan back today, this little 3 cm fucker seems to be my "ground zero" From there it gets worse.
Oddly when the doctor was showing me this all i could think about was how when I was doing radiology as a young nurse the films were really big and it never occurred to me they would end on all digital and shit.
Sortta feeling 50/50 about all this...
the family is not too happy about my decision to not treat, and I've yet to tell the Company.
