So, today. Completed my English Language coursework :) Completely changed the theme... it's gone from food miles to child anorexia (Y) I always manage to go from happy theme's to depressive ones.
Been chatting to @JelmeremleJ all day :) I just wish we lived closer </3
Kids are home now, with sweets... yay for hyper children!!! I've got them to sit and watch a film :) UP. How badly i love that film xD
I'm gonna have to get out of my bedroom soon and get them dinner, but they're good for now.
Bedtime at 7! Jeeez.... i think this film lasts till about 5.30 ... dinner at 6... tidy up... clean teeth.... PJ's on ... Bed for 7!!! YAY.
So, in the photo's you've got my plans for this half term. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeah i have a life.... NOT.
Working tomorrow at 10am ... gotta get the kids ready for their play scheme again tomorrow.
Looking forward to sleeping tonight :) Didn't get much last night tbh
Fluffy hot water bottle timeeeeeeee :)
Bright new day tomorrow. cant wait :D.... oh whats the use. Who am i kidding. I'll only hurt someone else or be hurt by someone else. But hey. I guess that is this fucked up thing we call life. No-ones ever good enough. We have to be better than we were to create any sense of purpose or well-being. And why? So we can go beck to the nothingness that we came from.
It's all for nothing.
See how crazy little thinks building up can get me.
FUCK SAKE.
Haven't cried yet and i'm NOT letting myself. Im sick of being so weak that i cry about everything and anything.
I'm changing. Stronger, no more tears. The interior can hurt all it likes. The exterior isn't going to show it anymore. Fuck it all.
All the Yellow ones are for Dance, Blue ones are Drama, Black ones are English and the others have various shit in them from bank statements to Lyric sheets and music.
Had barely any sleep last night due to Jaw lock lasting from about 9pm - 1.30am Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
My jaw now just HURTS LIKE HELL.
The only reason im awake right now are the 3 rugrats that need looking after whilst mothers at work :) I don't mind it but would much rather be in bed :L
Had a VERY interesting night last night. Met up with someone i havent seen in months :D Was a very pleasant night :)
When i got back i was greeted by Joel. Who i haven't seen/spoken to in 2 years when he left school. Had a long conversation... however it turns out my suspicions where right and i was actually talking to his room mates who had hacked him :L Bless him, he's sent me a really apologetic email on facebook explaining what's happened :)
