Tonight i was ment to go see @Egg but i took a nap and slept too long, so sorry Eilidh, i'll make it upto you.
On the plus side, i made some bad ass jelly. Who the fuck doesnt love jelly. i think i'm going to replace Smoking with jelly. I can eat 20 of theese a day right?
So i've lasted almost 24 hours without a cigarette... Actually don't have cravings yet!
Got up this morning and went for a run, then hit the gym... Even had a healthy Breakfast! Let's see how long i can keep this up for!
Also getting rather happy my hair is now almost long enough spike up, annother week or 2 and i can possibly refer to this as a hairstyle... Might even dye it black!
Decided to get healthy again... Day 3 of no drinking and i WILL last 83 days! (for all you counting that would be May 26th... also my 22nd birthday... also Slam Dunk Festival :D)
This will also be my last cigarette... Which is possibly harder for me to quit than alcohol, Over the last 10 years i've varied from 10 - 50+ a day and for the last few years been a solid pack a day smoker, Tried to stop LOADS of times, but this time i'm actually going to manage this!
I'm sure @Egg and @BinaryOpposition will laugh at this... but i'm counting on @Egg to help me... you better not let me smoke, or serve me a single beverage in le Stead!
She called me late last night, to say she loved me so
It didn't matter anymore,
I say she never cared
And that she never will,
I'd do it all again
I guess I'll have to wait until then,
And if i get drunk well, I'll pass out
On the floor now baby
You won't bother me no more
And if you're drinkin' well, you know
That you're my friend and I say
I think I'll have myself a beer!
This is pretty much what i think of Valentines Day. Was supposed to be having a lovey night away in my favorite hotel with my favorite girl, but sometimes life is a bit shit. Never had much luck with this holiday in teh past, i think i'm going to start pretending it doesn't exist.
I owe @Egg bigtime for friday night out, Between Her hair getting us into shit for free, her head knocking a guy's tooth out on the dancefloor, hilarious drunk chat and all round amazing banter, had the best night out in a while!
Pretty scared for the Korova Photographer Chris to upload the pics of me/us, dear god they will be cringey.
