felt like crap all weekend, so, slept most of the weekend away, ventured out sunday anyway, felt worse afterward :| was going to get several things done this weekend, including a hair cut, put together a couple wardrobes, re-arrange spare bedroom for said wardrobes and, get rid of old clothes, didn't happen...guess i'll do it next weekend. i will say that it was definitely an interesting weekend though...now i just need to find something to do till i can sleep again, guess i'll read for a while since i haven't started on "under the dome" yet.
picture's just the way i like it, focus on the background then take picture so face is blurry, i look much better that way :P
okay, now i'm happy, the deliveries are starting to arrive :) just have to try and not eat all this in one day, okay, maybe a week :P still more snacks (twizzlers, bit 'o honey, and other things) due to arrive too. btw, pistachios are almost gone now...i do love to shop xD
yeah, it's tuesday...have packages arriving today via fedex and ups...bring on the happy :| must really stop shopping for things i don't need...yeah, right :P one is another mobile phone...like i need another one, but, thought what the heck, so afraid i'm going to drop my n97, needed a ruggedized one just in case :P but, probably going to get an n900 in a week or two anyway, someone i know ordered one, so will see if i like it or not...another package should be chocolate, a few cases of chocolate bars should be nice. a ton of new clothes should arrive tomorrow and thursday more snacks...yeah, shopping makes me happier :| definitely time for a haircut too...maybe this weekend, if i'm awake...i think i only got it cut once last year, so, yeah, it will be very short.
Well, the holiday's are finally over, thank you, yeah...
Spent the 3 day weekend either sleeping, cleaning or driving around...okay, mostly sleeping.
I'm finding myself falling back to where I was in 2008 and earlier, not caring about anything and just working and sleeping. Not sure if the apathy is a good thing or a bad thing, as last year I think I cared too much, and, was without a happy middle. Granted there are people and things I care very much about, but, in the end, I don't know if that is really enough anymore. I spent many years being completely apathetic and really don't want to go back to that, but, maybe it is better that way...no hurt, no pain, no nothing...
Time to sleep, up in 4 hours. Hope you all have/had a good Monday.
somehow i just knew it was going to be one of those days today, walked into work and boom. not going to let it get me down though, so, happy thoughts will prevail, yeah. 3 day weekends just aren't long enough hehe...back to work now...
as much as i dislike going outside to use my phone to upload and check stuff, it is a really nice warm day today...71 (22) and a nice breeze...doesn't help my shit mood much, but, better than nothing and it is the weekend, soooo, i can lock myself away for a couple days...still dreading next week though.
now i remember why i don't like blow frying my hair...dry air + wind = lots of static electricity...week is almost over, not that the weekend is really all that different to me these days and I really just sleep anyway :| time to go back inside and get some work done and eat pistachios...
please let this happy get me past the holidays, though, forever would be better.
on a better note, it's WEDNESDAY, which is my pig out day, one Jumbo combo pizza coming soon...
hope everyone else is having/had a good day yesterday and today! now back to this mound of paperwork that's growing in front of me (actually standing outside on my phone, but, yeah)
