i always mess up and never know how to keep that one person that means the world to me smiling.
i always break hearts.
and i always break smiles.
and i know saying sorry never makes it better.
i convince myself they're better off without me
but what i don't realize is that by hurting them by seeing them cry it ruins me.
i can't live with myself.
i push people out of my life because im scared.
everyone ive ever loved ive lost or hurt,
i convince myself i don't deserve no one.
