Hello kids :D
thought id hay Hi
but i actually said hello :P
Ouch my bum hurts :/
(not from what your thinking i hit the top of my pelvis on the wooden beam in the sofa because some bastard moved the pillow and i sat down without looking and it bloody hurt)
Any way amusingly bad story
Tonight I was turned down a ride home by my friends father because I'm Gay
I was standing there returning a phone to my friend because my friend was drunk and he offered a friend of ours a ride home and his father turned to me and said “I’m not giving him a ride, I don’t like him”. He doesn’t even know me the only three things he knows about me are My name is James, I’m friends with his son and Im gay.
I walked away, which was good as I’m not a very nice person to piss off, Because on meeting most people I can pick out their insecurities in a few seconds, given a chance I will exploit them to the extreme and payed the price many times for doing so.
I just got a call from my friend crying and apologizing, I told him not to worry, I didn’t take offense (I never do, its just one of those things) , I’m just annoyed that I didn’t retaliate to the attack on myself.
The funny thing is his son is Gay. He’s a more prolific queen than I am too.
AND
On tuesday i was out with another friend of mine, she introduced me as he “Gay Best Friend” after introducing me to seven people as this and not even giving my name it started to annoy me.
One I’m not her best friend, she just dated my brother for a while and two I’m gay but it doesn’t define me as a person. But she stopped introducing me as her “Gay Best Friend” after than so I let it slide.
Until on friday we went for a ride and me and her were talking and she didn’t agree with something i said and trust me it wasn’t even worth pointing out, it was something like your going the wrong way and she turned to me and said “Shut up you faggot” like she had for some reason got it in too her head that it was alright too use me being gay as an insult.
she could have chosen anything too insult me with, I mean anything she had complete free reign. Knowing I wouldn’t have so much as batted an eyelid at any kind of insult. but she chose the fact that I’m gay to pick on.
Now I don’t get offended by this kind of thing easily, I don’t mind it when people call me gay for a laugh when I’m in on the joke (Or not for that matter as long as it contextually valid) but she knew me before I came out, she enjoyed my company then and now that I have come out she has placed me with all her other gay friends in a stereotype in her head.
I got really annoyed, after the “Gay Best friend” thing i wasn’t best impressed by her any way. But the fact that I had turned in to this stereotype queen in her brain, despite being a very straight acting gay (its slightly noticeable but you’d have to ask) had pissed me off. I held in my annoyance and told her to take me home, which she did and I didnt speak one word to her all they way home.
I know slightly childish but what can I say I’m not your fucking fairy queen and i resent it when people seeing me that way. I’m a man not a child like poof who will lay back and take it (pardon the euphemism lol) when people bring my sexuality in to places its not relevant. I don’t decline people rides home simply because their straight or insult them on their heterosexuality for no reason other than its an easy target.
Sorry about the rant, its just this week I’ve experienced active and passive homophobia which is a new experience to me, I needed to vent.
Ahhh so beautiful and back, for a little while this time Daily Booth
Some times past since our last intrusion in to my life and Voyeuristic interludes into lives of you my DB brothers and sisters. So I think I'll bring you up to speed on the comings and goings of my pathetic existence.
Well to begin with I'm alone once more, my love life left in tatters and my friends migrated to another state of being e.g. they've fucked off and left me and my current fuck has been told to fuck off. (actualy it was "fuck you cunt ")
Well all but one friend from my usual social group, Amy my beautiful wife is still there for me as she always will be. (Today is her 19th birthday, so I bought Her a Net Book )
But so what if I'm alone again,I love it by myself. Me, Myself and I have marvelous conversations.
What's next on the agenda????
Ahhh I remember college, well its going swimmingly. I have managed to forget to do homework, assignments and not show up for lessons while still attaining reasonably good marks, so I'm happy.
But and there always seems to be a "But" I have to make a film, easy you say? Well yes it is easy lol but my co directors are scabs and never show up or haven't helped plan a iota of work. I found out last week one of them has quit and moved to Egypt. now I know i don't show up for lessons every now and again but this is taking the piss.
Ahhh i've had enough of writing
so finally tags for my beloved bastards of the internet
This is a very cherry cocktail (gay i know lol) and is the actual first alcoholic beverage i bought on my 18th birthday
sorry DB its been a weird couple of weeks
I promise ill post a proper photo tomorrow
XOXOX
Okay fuck you all did was like you (And you told me you liked me back) and you choose to ignore me.
You were the one to offer me sex before we even met i just played along then you were to chicken shit to go through with it.
Over the last few days you actively lied to me and ignored me, even tho you know i like you and i cant help liking you, you constantly go on about being polite and trying not to cause offense to people, but last week i have never felt so fucking offended and so put down.
you haven’t even got the decency to tell me your not interested anymore, i’m so happy about not fucking you now.
Hello Dailybooth
Back Finally, Daily booth broke for a few days
First things first i'm horny, seriously the past few weeks my sex drive has been working over time (pIcture is me with my under wear lol i'm not wearing any) trust me i'm insatiable at the moment, its a problem i'm happily willing to peruse.(i'm always like this in september )
Secondly I start college tomorrow Film and media studies at As and A level, whole new start so ew friends and new interesting stuff to learn, kind of daunting considering i've been lounging around like the over grown house cat i am for four months, but i'll get over that and im sure my hit list and must fuck list in my journal will grow.
