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OhTragedy

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December 10th, 2009

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I realize I haven't shown my face at all today.

I am... a little ticked. My closest friend texts me "I'm getting thinner. This isn't good." Out of ALL people, she tells that to me.

It's like a guy is trying to recover from drugs, but his friend visits him in rehab to tell him about all the new drugs he's done.
Maybe not that drastic... but yea.

AWESOME.

(I am feeling better since my last booth, though you may not realize it. :D )

zachary_pinkston
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well u look really cute.. ;)

December 10th, 2009
catvomit
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Ugh. D: I hate when my friends are I'M LOSING WEIGHT BLAHBLAH THIS IS BAD one day, and the next they're all UGH I'M GETTING SO FAR RAHHH

... ; ;
you're too lovely to need to worry about eating disorders! <33

December 10th, 2009
mazzibear
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Too cute.

December 10th, 2009
Fletchur
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Heh, it's funny that you compared it to the drug thing. My friend did that to me, then apologized later, I forgave him, he means well, just doesn't think things through.

December 10th, 2009
jennaleigh
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i totally know what you mean.
my sister went got into an eating disorder right after i got better. it was one of the most difficult things ever...
it brings back a lot of bad feelings and memories :/

December 10th, 2009
Homeskillet
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I'm glad you decided to show your face, you should be showing it off.

December 10th, 2009
Skankster
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I can only hope she did that unintentionally... being such a close friend and all. Otherwise you might have to choke a bitch lol.
But I'm glad to hear you're doing better than the last booth! Hopefully things continue to improve :)

December 10th, 2009
OhTragedy
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@zachary_pinkston andddd @ mazzi_tm Thank yall! :)

@raesthetics Ah yes, you get me! Yea, my other reeeally skinny friend texted me the other day about how she's scared she's getting OBESE. BECAUSE SHE EATS OUT A LOT. ................ No. And thank you. :] It's not near as bad as it used to be.

@Fletchur Ha yea, that's the closest analogy I could come up with. Did you used to have a drug problem?

@jennaleigh Ohhhh my goodness... I bet that was SO hard. My sister started losing a lot of weight (and she didnt need to) during my eating disorder, so it definitely didn't help.

December 10th, 2009
OhTragedy
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@Skankster Thank you. And it WAS unintentional, but it's like she thinks that if you don't mention it anymore, then it's completely out of my life. Like, you just don't tell someone that is trying to recover stuff like tha, lol. I'm still really sensitive to it.

December 10th, 2009
xotaylor
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xo

December 10th, 2009
catvomit
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UGH. D:< I hate that I'm just like KEEP IT TO YOURSELF, FATSY. -continues to fuel their "low" self esteem-

December 10th, 2009
Fletchur
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@OhTragedy Yeah, almost ended my fucking life with that shit, ended up fucking my heart and arteries up, nothing that can't be fixed, but I'm probably one of the few people my age that have to worry about plaque build up :P

December 10th, 2009
OhTragedy
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@Fletchur Wow, that's insane. I'm glad you made it out of that crap okay. One of my guy friends overdosed on accident a few years ago and died. And THEN just this year the guy he was dating overdosed on the SAME drug, but he actually lived. So, so crazy.

December 10th, 2009
DiedInACarWreck
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hehe you look so cute ^_^

December 10th, 2009
Fletchur
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@OhTragedy Yeah, that makes two of us, probably a lot more then two of us haha. I looked it up about a month after I felt like I almost died, turns out if I would have done any more that night I would have overdosed, kinda scary to think about. Sorry for your loss, but that's life right? People come, and people go.

December 10th, 2009
OhTragedy
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@Fletchur Gahh. That's so crazy. I'm glad you didn't do any more then.
It is life, but it just sucks when you know their life didn't have to end that early.

December 10th, 2009
ingenuity
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oooo someone looks comfy :)

Ps. im guessin you arent too sleepy?

December 10th, 2009
Fletchur
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@OhTragedy Yeah, I know exactly what you mean. This little boy needs to go to bed, I'm going to have a long day tomorrow, I can just tell.

December 10th, 2009
ingenuity
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@OhTragedy

December 10th, 2009
Skankster
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@OhTragedy yeah that was clearly a stupid move on her part. Its totally reasonable to be sensitive about something like that, but its cool that you're recovering from it and not still going through it :)

December 10th, 2009
OhTragedy
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@LivingiNuhMiistey I'm just trying to study, is all. But oddly enough I am not sleepy yet.

December 10th, 2009
SkittleMonster92
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I struggled through an eating disorder in ninth grade. I dropped from 120 pounds in eighth grade to about 94. I couldn't get myself out of it, because my stomach literally would not hold food. Then my best friend of the time decided to "be anorexic" and complained about how fat she was all the time and how she couldn't hold her food down anymore. She was skinnier than me, even though she wasn't really anorexic, because my bone structure makes me look thick. I didn't get out of that funk until just a year and a half ago. And still she's complaining about it and pretending to be anorexic when she isn't, 'cause every time we hang out she scarfs down food.

It always did hurt though, and it never helped my problem at all. Best friends shouldn't be like that, unless it's an accident. In my case, it wasn't. In your case, well, I hope it was. =\\

December 10th, 2009
BassClarinetNerd
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Tell that friend to shut up. That's ridiculous of them. Sometimes, friends in general need to be a little more careful with what they say.

December 10th, 2009
alexfelt
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I hate that kind of shit. It's like such passive-agressiveness. Your friend must realize what kind of idiocy that is. -_- damn. Sorry, hon.

P.S., I love your hair all messy! so cuetz.

December 10th, 2009
EmilytheWheatie
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to be honest, im sure she wasnt doing that to spite you...
no offense, really please dont be mad!

December 10th, 2009