DISNEYLAND PARIS !!!! ah it was so good, and I bought myself a mug :P lmfao, best day ever <3 There's just too much to talk about, but omg I'd do it all over again
Forgive the crappy picture it's just a quick one ><
Went to the gym today as usual, slacked off a bit this week though :\ BUT I have got back into a pair of UK size 10 jeans ! and I am very happy :D Just gotta keep it up and shed the rest of the weight in time for my holiday :3 yay
I'm having serious self -esteem issues at the moment;
Yesterday I was at the shops and this woman and her daughter are in the queue in front of me; they’re mumbling and the daughter turns to look at me, then I hear the daughter say “wait, what did you say I didn’t hear you” at that point the mum looks up and realises I can hear them and makes eye contact with me, shh’s the daughter and says “one second I’ll tell you in a bit” then they walk off to the next till look over their shoulder at me and carry on chatting.
My dad is constantly on my back about how "disgraceful" my weight is, how a girl my age shouldnt be this fat and that I'm luck I already have a boyfriend 'cause I sure wont get one now looking like this, it's just......urgh it's just all getting on top of me right now, and bringing me down :\
And people wonder why I have low self confidence ….
But this is the figure I want, and I have had enough of people making me feel like shit for being fat and then making me feel like shit for wanting to lose weight because "you're not that big" "you're saying it for attention". If I was saying it for attention I wouldn't be in the gym 3/4 days a week and trying my hardest to lose all the weight.
For once I'd like someone to say "oh wow go for it you'll look really good" but all I get is negativity, I honestly can't seem to please anyone :\
I forgot about my cup of tea and it's completely cold :(
Anyway, just finished baking a cake, and now I'm bored >< Can some very lovely people please round me up to my next 100 followers on tumblr ? http://ck-into-you.tumblr.com thaaaaank you