christmas shopping tonight was.. a fail. I did buy myself two magazines though. (I say 'buy myself', I actually mean 'my dad bought me' ha)
then we went for a meal at our old haunt in town. I felt disgustingly full so went on a little speedy walk around the estate when I got back to try and make myself feel less vile, hence the lack of tee (and apparently giant left eye).
it's finally cold today, well tonight I wasn't awake during the day.
I should probably get up early tomorrow, well "early".. I either sleep or don't sleep so I'm in a constant state of wo-AH.
soooooo I'm home now. and it started okay, good even.
then I watched the new sophie e-b video, looked in the mirror and didn't leave the house for three days lolz. expensive clothes do not make you feel good.
meant to be going out tonight but I can't decide whuuur.
don't really know how to feel, my work is 'contemporary', 'new', 'fashion' BLAH but I don't have an audience, so as of how I am in hell.
PLUS shit fuck cunt off falmouth FORWARDSLASH the 'telephone' video made me cum like a fountain when it was leaked last night.
