Give me love like her,
'cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.
Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.
My kittens are getting massive, and are stupidly adorable.
I have a lot on my mind lately,
like, stupid amounts.
Two of the most important people in my life are either gone or going to be gone in a few weeks, and i honestly don't know how i'm going to cope without either of them.
Feeling weirdly empty. ;/
Day 9 of unsoberness.
- See friends, as one was back from uni.
- Pub.
- Secret little bumps.
- Go club or an hour or so.
- Home early, work the next day. :(
Day 8 of unsoberness.
- Meet Victor.
- 3GofK.
- Meet Sid.
- Watch trippy shit.
- Roll around the floor and dance like freaks.
- Skype to Tanya.
- Chill.
- Sleep for a ridiculous amount of hours.
Day 6 AND 7 of unsoberness.
- Head into London.
- Smoke.
- Legal high number 1.
- Legal high number 2.
- Continue number 1 & smoking for a while.
- Play with glowsticks etc.
- Giggle.
- Sleep for a few hours.
- Wake & Bake.
- Watch films.
- Chill.
- Bake.
- Make way home.
- Pub.
- Home to sleep.
Day 5 of unsoberness.
- Meet mate.
- Spend all day smoking.
- Go home, roll more.
- Pub.
- Club.
- J's in between.
- Have shitty people try it with me, and realise how much i need to stop myself becoming what i used to be again.
- Go home.
- Puke up blood.
- Sleep.
Day 2 of unsoberness.
- Meet Victor.
- Go get a happy meal.
- Meet some other mates to get smokey stuff off.
- Go smoke a few.
- Decide we need a drink so go to walk to Tesco Express.
- Bump into mates in their car and get a lift to proper Tesco.
- Get drink.
- Muchies: easter egg.
- Mates bump into some people outside Tesco.
- Hang there for a while.
- Get a lift back to Victors.
- Smoke.
- Play Roller-coaster Typhoon.
- Sleep.
