hello :) I felt the need to post a very up-close and personal photograph of me today as I am suddenly feeling rather shite.
It's men. However, it's always men. They always seem to affect me even when they don't. It's DISGUSTING.
just put a bullet through my brain please, I don't want to think anymore. And yes I did just quote that from a song! but shhhhhh.
just finished my Higher English pre-lim :) you actually have no idea how happy this makes me; I am so sleep deprived. I think you know when you're sleep deprived is when you look at some close reading questions and it literally doesn't make any sense and you're falling asleep in your chair and you literally cannot understand because the words are moving and you feel as if you're in a bubble :( that was my day.
I'm Natasha. I'm seventeen. Eighteen in June. I'm single. I miss being fourteen. I miss Jack. I can't tell anybody because I don't like bringing it up and because I feel like I'm not allowed to miss him because I wasn't friends with him at that time. but i do. miss him a lot.
I hate my nose. it's just so fat. and my forehead is huge. My hips are too wide and my tummy sticks out too much.
I have beautiful eyes and sometimes a nice smile, i am actually a really nice person. But you don't care about that, do you? You only see the surface. I hate that.
my life sucks so bad right now and i'm not even exaggerating. Which makes it even worse. However, I'm not the type to blast my problems all over the internet.....
♥today's topic. What cheers you up when you are feeling low/ horrid/ disgusting/ upset?
puffy cheeks :)
work uniform :)
HELLO.
i love you.
dumped my boyfriend.
SINNGGGLLLEEE WOWOWO THAT'S HOW I WANNA BE. not really but it's a hella lot better than HIM.
yes capitals are important in this post.
my secret? i love the rain and hate the sun. I laugh when I'm supposed to cry and cry when i'm supposed to laugh. I'm awkward and i smile to myself.
oooooooooooooo scary. lol not really i just look mentally deficient.
Sorry for the lack of postage; was away for the weekend and then never got back to it really :) but alas, here I am, with my love for the internet and sharing my feelings and personal life with the other loners across the world. sad times.
my little sister broke her humorous today, she slipped on the ice :\ ouch. however, i laughed hysterically at the irony of that. Not so funny now is it?
you're gay and you have to stop fucking with my head.Sick.
love you ALL. no limitations and no exceptions :)
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