You know how certain people believe that they're completely unattractive? And they keep saying that? The truth is, they didn't do that for attention. Well, some of us don't. Some of us really truly believe that we are 100% unattractive.
I am one of those girls. I am not attractive in any way.
And I'm not doing this for attention. I'm telling the absolute truth.
It seems like over the year, I've lost most of my self-confidence.
And I don't know what to do to gain it back.
My best friend is no help. She just thinks me going on a diet is just another way of harming myself. And she doesn't know the problems I go through because she's religious.
Lately we have nothing in common anymore. We just sit in silence. We don't laugh often anymore. The only thing we seem to talk about is school or the past. Or the future. But whenever we talk about the future, it's not about us together in the future. It's about the different path that we're going to and how excited we both are to be going away from here.
I just don't know where my life is leading right now.
The only reason I rant here is because all my other social networking sites, my best friend could see. This is my source of escape at the moment.
It's only the first day of school and I'm already in distress.
First day as a sophmore was kinda confusing. I'm still not getting a hang of it. And I swear to God, if one more teacher talk about the school rules I'm gonna shoot myself.
It's been a while, dailybooth. Over the summer, my computer lost it's ability to function so I haven't been updating for a while. Well, I'm trying my best now.
Anyway, spent the whole day playing this game :) Might as well enjoy it because summer is almost overrrr!!! :(
