Please pray for my friends little sister Bekah and her friend April who were both stabbed at school this morning. April has undergone 6 hours of surgery and remains in critical condition after multiple stab wounds in the back, chest, and neck.
So me and my friend/guy I've totally been in love with for the past two and half years hung out tonight. We both ended up winning tickets to the same concert actually and so we carpooled with his sister and my other friend. Anyway... he's been away at school and I haven't seen him much lately. It was really hard being around him tonight because we have sort of a...... drunk history I guess you could say. A while back he was being super affectionate after a few drinks and we kissed quite a bit. Long story short.. I told him the next day that I'd had feelings for him for a while and I asked him if he would have kissed me if he hadn't been drinking prior. He said no. So seeing him tonight just brought all of that back and just made me sad. :(
We are both going to be in our friends wedding this weekend and THAT has had me thinking about my ex who is getting married next month to the girl he dumped me for, Rawr.
I just feel like there must be something wrong with me. Why is everyone happy in a relationship or getting married and having babies while I'm just always single.