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    Have a picture from the walk I took earlier as I'm not in the mood to show my face, the sun is really agitating me and is making me negatively emotional.

    I don't like this.

    Been thinking a lot today about "Token Friendships" and how many people do just keep me around for the hell of it, not for my friendship... The majority of people I know don't even initiate conversation with me, It's always me that does it.

    I feel, unnecessary.

    And tearful.

    #Q Do you ever worry that really some of the people you care about don't really consider you a friend?

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    6 days 7 hours ago

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    So I look miserable, it's because I am but also cause I've just been crying with a mixture of sadness/joy.

    I'm miserable because I had to end something that had been making me really quite happy because it took a turn for the worst.

    And I'm a mixture because I just watched the finale of House. It was the best show I've ever watched in the entirety of my life, tears are still running down my face... There will never, in my opinion, be a show that can top what House was to me.

    #Q Who else loved House?
    #Q What was your favourite moment in House?

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    1 week 1 day ago

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    So yeah, my depression is coming back full force, how do I know? Sleeping way too often and way too much. It was the most obvious sign when I first realized I had it... just spent the majority of my time in bed without wanting to get up, just wanting to sleep to pass the time. *sigh*.

    Why is it back so badly;

    Few reasons I guess...

    1) The person I'm supposed to be most important too, is being a... I don't even know what word to use. But they've been effectively ignoring me for 4 days now. It's getting tiring and it's making me consider ending the relationship entirely for a bunch of complex reasons even though I really, really, don't want too.

    2) So many things in this world just make me miserable beyond comprehension, thing's that don't directly affect me that I see and hear about through a variety of media outlets. Just the fact that they make me so miserable makes me miserable...

    Eh, there are more reasons. But I can't be bothered... I'm going to go lay down.

    Send some nice things my way maybe? Kthx.

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    1 week 2 days ago

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    Unintentional middle finger is Unintentional.
    I promise.

    So, just woke up, look like shit.

    Annoyed 'cause a certain someone has seemingly vanished off the face of the Earth without having told me anything, so that's pissed me off.

    Freaked the fuck out because I have two separate girls in RL (real life) basically all over me who I keep declining but won't take the hint. One of which is so adamant they are looking for me to join them in a hotel for some "fun and frolics" as I'll call it.

    Urgh.

    DO NOT WANT.

    THEN, this guy who I'm friends with and has paid for me to go drinking with him, and paid quite a lot I'll add, is inviting me out everywhere with him and I feel obliged to go despite the fact I'm currently horrendously ill and can taste iron (aka blood) whenever I cough and jkgdsljgdgdgff

    Save me somebody?

    #Q What are you guys doing this weekend? Anything fun? :D

    Also, first time I've ever asked but some human company would actually be really nice right now. If you'd like to maek me happeh through your company then send me a message ^_^

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    1 week 6 days ago

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    So, my friend Matthew decided to tell me that there's a small stall in my local market that sells American goods.

    I blame him for this.

    #Q Do you guys have an insane obsession with American stuff too?

    Also, I miss @tonybby and have spent some time trying to find a new collar for her ;) Mwahaha.

    It's also so ridiculously hot today that it makes me sad... And I got stung four times while on the train. Today so far has been a terrible day other then getting all these drinks :3

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    May 14th, 2012

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    I tend to always pull "poses" (AKA faces) like this and I don't know why.

    I miss @tonybby so freaking much it's goddamn insane. It's been like 8-10 hours since we last spoke or something, gah. I miss you, I hope you're having fun at your Aunts or that you are at least ok and thinking of me as much as I'm thinking of you!

    I'm also sat here currently talking to my friends Bryan, Mathias and Evan on how we are going to design/work on a game we're hoping to eventually release.

    Gah, my depression is kicking my ass at the moment.

    #Q Do any of you have diagnosed depression? How do you deal with it?

    #Q Working on anything cool at the moment?

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    May 13th, 2012

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    Really do not feel attractive, or good for that matter, in any way, shape or form at the moment.

    So here's some blackness instead.

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    May 13th, 2012

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    I love, absolutely love, how there are Classical pieces of music that literally make me cry with pure joy and bliss when I listen to them.

    The piece I'm referring to at the moment;

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=fvwp&list=FL-Ctdlx90jYXdXeUaX-7sfw&v=aPDyuulIZ1Y&NR=1

    It's beautiful. Listen to it!

    #Q Do you listen to Classical music?
    #Q If yes, do any Classical pieces have the ability to gauge your emotions?
    #Q If no, why not?

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    May 12th, 2012

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    Just got back from a night out. I left my house 10:30PM and just got back at 1pm... Fuck though that was absolutely fucking awesome! Met a bunch of awesome people, got to hang out with them, drink for free all night!

    Kinda stayed at this persons house and had to listen to her and one of my friends have sex upstairs while I was just downstairs drunk watching Kids TV...

    I CANT WAIT TO GO DRINK AGAIN :3

    #Q Have you ever had to listen to somebody have sex before? If yes, how awkward was it? O_O

    OR #Q Have you ever had people listen to you have sex at a party/etc anything? O_O

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    May 12th, 2012

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    I love it when these headphones decide to work. Get to blare out my music into my own ears, fucking heaven.

    Listening to a band I haven't listened to in years, literally. I've missed their sound so much.

    Waiting for le slave to get online haha Also, Battlestar Galactica is fucking me mentally, it's gotten so insane in this last season... I can't even think of how to quantify it verbally.

    "The higher we rise, the deeper we fall,
    nothing remains at the end of it all,
    the sooner we learn, to handle with care,
    the greater our chance to escape from despair!"
    Solitary Experiments - Rise and Fall

    #Q What are you all up to? And who's your favorite band at the moment? :3

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    May 9th, 2012

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