So it was my nans funeral last week, was one of the hardest things ieve ever had to do - totally broke my heart and then to add insult to injury i got dumped a few days later...
... Amy is NOT happy right now.
there is apparently chance for reconcilliation but i dont know whether we will get back together, mostly due to my inhability to trust now after he could leave me so easily.
Anyways.
Its summer, and im wearing my summer dress. so there.
Old booth for today - hopefully i will be getting back into modelling a bit more seriously as i have a shoot lined up - but until then here is a 6 year old modelling picture ;)
On a side note : why are guys so complicated? i mean... i know ifall in love too easily and after my ex ex ex (yes you know the one, the one i gave my all too and quite honestly still love to bits) ive felt quite lost ...
and i am still with Nile but when it coes to "friends" do i have "use me, betray my trust and then walk out of my life" stamped across my forehead?
No?
maybe i should, atleast i know whats coming then eh?
*lights another smoke and breathes*
Boothers, i have my demo album pretty much sorted out i am just in need of 1 or 2 more cover songs to put on - i would really appriciate some input..
I have to start tis entry on a low im afraid.. a few days after my last photo my Great-gran died.. looking at the photo now i guess i already knew.
The funeral is going to be a whole month from now cos my uncle is going on holiday.... *rage*
now happy stuff.....
This is me and Nile last weekend just gone.
I am so happy :)
enjoy a smiley happy for once ^_^
First off i would like to say "FUCK YOU" to my ex who is a massive twat and now im happy is trying to bring me down again....
and then id like to say "I LOVE YOU NILE!!" xD
This is a little drawing of me and my "e-boyfriend" who plays for the same css team as me - i cant waeit to meet him in a few weeks and see how everything goes, he is the sweetest person ive met - brought my music back into my heart and is always there for me no matter how ill or bipolar im being he still loves me the same.
HAPPY ++
on another happy note Hopefully im getting my website sorted soon when @Hotsoup finishes doing some artwork for it ;)
One last thing please rate and comment the hell out of my video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4H6evvPWBo i got 18th most discussed a few days ago and id love to get that for the month too!
New youtube songs up at http://www.youtube.com/user/AmehSweet
4 to be exact! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE spread them around and comment and rate and subscribe and dance the dance of joy to them.. ive had such a tough time of it recently and im desperatly trying to get financial support so i can get in the studio and record my demo album of original material - so getting a youtube "award" or "recognition" would help me greatly.