"I came here to drink milk and kick ass...and I've just finished my milk." Super-effective day today, been up since way too early doing nothing but useful stuff like washing clothes and cleaning the apartment. Heading out to meet @pastpresentfuture for some ass-kickery and tea now.
Okay so I know better than most how horrible it feels to be made fun of cause of the way you look.
I’ve always hated my body.
I’ve always had the fat jokes and people laughing at me cause of my weight. And even though I say I don’t care I do and it still hurts. Even when my friends do it, it hurts. I try laughing it off, try not to care but it’s still there in the back of my mind, constantly. I’ve been called every name under the sun, whale, elephant all this shit and it does my fucking head in. I’ve tried losing weight I seriously have but it just doesn’t work. I’ve tried starving myself, puff that worked. I'm too scared to make myself sick, maybe I just like food too much idk, but recently, thanks to certain people I'm actually learning to love my body, hard as it was to post this picture and write this, for people to see disgusts me. I am NOT; I repeat NOT doing this in a slutty way. anyone out there who doesn’t like their body, or their face or anything about them, or gets bullied for something that they can’t help, just literally smile and say fuck you cause the people who matter don’t give a shit what you look like, people judge you, they really do but does it matter? As long as you’re happy with yourself and you love yourself its fine, because nobody’s perfect.
