You know that moment where you feel like you need to cry and don't even know why..well you know why,but you just don't wanna talk about it? That's how I feel. It's so frustrating. life is so frustrating. I wish it was perfect. with no depression. no cancer. no dying grand parents. and a perfect world. PERFECT. that's all I need. to be perfect, then my life would be so much easier. screw it. I'm to fat for that.