so this might be a picture of me smiling, but i'm not happy.
Finally after i got through all that dumb relationship stuff in the past
i find this really great guy and we hit if off right away, we've been together for about 2 months now, not officially dating but pretty much,
yesterday he decided to dump me over a text message.. Yea. A text.
when i tried to call him, he ignored it. His reasoning was, i wanted to hang out to much, and i was a jerk.. i guess thats cool. he took my virginity, he took my sanity, and he took all of my sense of calm. he'd fight with me everyday. i don't really know my emotions at this point all iknow is i hate that piece of shit.
i'd like to give a shout out to all the people,
that know the bad things i've done and still love me anyways.
i may have made some mistakes, and inevitably will make more
but thank you to all those people who have never left my side along the way or hated me for the choices i've mad. <3 love you all.
do i miss you because i miss you? or do i miss you because i know for sure that you actually are coming back, unlike everyone else.. who never came back.
Other than the fact that my best friends aren't speaking to me because i spoke my mind to them, every single immature boy in my class decided to write "dumb Bitch" all over my car, while at a volleyball game tonight, also my ex-boyfriend of a year showed up to support his girlfriend that he cheated on me with. Then to top it all off all i want to do is have fun on a friday night and go to our schools away football game, except oh wait. i can't because i have to take my little sister home from work a town away, and my parents won't give me any money to pay for gas.. which i pay for myself, even though they are the ones forcing me to do it. cool
i'm just reminding myself to smile, and appreciate who i've got. Love the life i live and remember that nothing last forever. High School will be over sooner than i know it and i'll be out of his Hell.
