So, today has been hard.
It's my grandfather's 69th birthday, he died from hepatitis in april, painfully. I miss him a lot, he was one of the best persons i've met. It was really hard for me to see him leave me.
The only thing that cheers me up when it comes to this is @jeyyounit11. He has helping me a LOT without knowing and i can't imagine how much harder it'd be if i did not find him. So, if you ever see this, thank you Jeydon.
I LOVE YOU TONS <33