I'm acutally pretty happy, things have been going great for me lately. I've been getting back on track with everything. I start school very soon for me, and I'm happy. This mean basketball training starts and ah so excited.
I'm done being sad, I'm done feeling sorry for myself. It's pointless, it's not going to make anything better. Me being sad only brings myself and other people around me down and I don't like that, so i'm just done.
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I've been having a good couple of days. I got asked by the varsity basketball coach at my school to go to a private practice with so collage players and practice with them. @OmgItsGare and i got married, goodness I love him. Matt says he has a surprise for me, but he can't tell me it yet, because he can't come over because he's still grounded so i have to wait. I got a slushie and candy. Oh and my boobs keep growing they are are 38ddd now, Jesus! Stop it already.but anyways good days.
So I haven’t been on lately because I’ve been dealing with stuff and the main thing I’ve been dealing with is a break up. And I must say it fucking sucks. I really hate the dick that started break ups. You just need to kill yourself. Anyways, it’s been hard. It’s like not only am I losing my boyfriend but my best friend too. It just sucks. But this whole relationship has made me realize stuff about myself. And even know it didn’t work out between us, I don‘t regret being with him. It was well worth it. I’ll never forget the stuff we shared with each other, all the memories all the laughs all the smiles, everything will stick with me forever. I will always love him and I really hope one day we can be friends.
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I will probably be off for 4 days after this booth because while in the relationship I gave up my basketball camp, to be able to talk to him all day. And again it was worth it. But now I have to make up 4 weeks of basketball camp into 4 days, this way I can play varsity next year.
#Question: What’s the toughest thing you’ve ever been through? Oh and I’m thinking about dying my hair brown do you think it would look good? Or should I just stay blonde?
I'm going to rant about my day because it was very amazing.You can stop reading now if you would like.
- Okay so my day was pretty darn amazing. I first started my day, with finding out that i've been nominated for best personality and best smile within my grade. That was very exciting. Then this friend that i haven't talk to all school year saw me and run up and gave me a hug. Made me feel all warm inside. After that, my friend Kyle was about to ask out this girl but he was scared so i pep talked him and he ended up doing it and she said yes<3 Then Matt, my very good fellow friend went and bought me a slushie at lunch, I love him. I then found 5 dollars in my backpack.oh and travel basketball starts soon, and i'm soo excited to get back into basketball<3 And yeah, it was just a very nice day, everyone was all nice and such today. very wonderful day<3
Home now, ovbiously. I think i'm going to watch so Narnia and take a nap? Sounds good right? hehe<3
These past two days have been amazing. I first went and babysat with Josie and then, got some not so wonderful news that made me in a bad mood. So Jake and Matt came and picked Josie and I up and we all drove to Cali to see the sunrise. Then we stayed at the beach all day. It was really amazing. Really got my mind off things. Now going to go watch the stars with all them.
Everyone have a wonderful night, and remember all of you are beautiful
Alrighty, so today I was in the meanest mood ever. I had the meanest things to say to everyone. But I didn’t I keep them in my head. If I was nice to you today then you must mean a lot to me, because I made fun of everyone. And since I’m in a mean mood, I’m going to tell you all everything I hate. So be prepared. Ready?
-I hate when you are texting someone and you are having this nice ass conversation and the bitch just stops texting you.
-I hate it when the teacher stands next to me while I’m trying to do my fucking work. Bitch give me my space.'
- I hate it when the assholes in my health class make fun of this gay guy. I’m like “seriously skank, do you want to die?”
-I hate when that one little fucker in class thinks he’s the funniest person on the earth and just keeps yelling stuff out.
-I hate when some bitch is like, “I’m original” umm no bitch, see that bitch other there, yeah you two are exactly the same.
-I hate when some dumb bitch tries to get in front of you in the hallway, ONLY to get stopped by some couple having sex.
-I hate it when I forget someone’s name, and they know mine, and I just sit there thinking” what is this bitches name”
-I hate when kids think they are cool for drinking and doing drugs. Bitch you aren’t, Shut the fuck up
-I hate when you are sitting there, not having the best day, and some fucking asshole ask you what’s wrong and you are like oh nothing. AND THAT BITCH KEEPS ASKING. Then you are like Uhh excuse me bitch did you not get the hint. Then you just end up crying because they made you think of what was making you sad.
-I hate it when you look forward to something, and some fucking dick, just ruins it.
