I've self harmed for a long time, if you look up from the prominent and standing out cuts then you will see at least 50 scars on my stomach, i also have about 30 on each shoulder.
Self harming is addictive.
Honestly, my reason for doing it it purely because of my own stupidity - i cant understand what is happening in my head, mental pain is destroying and so complicated but physical pain is so simple and straight forward... 'Anger and Agony is better than Misery''.
EVERYONE i love has started cutting, if you want to talk, i'm here. <33
I love her, so fucking much, it's unbelievable, and no, i'm not too young to love, you are NEVER too young to love.
Because if it's not love... what the fuck is it?
I don't fancy her, or want to have sex with her, i LOVE her, beyond belief, and she knows that, she knows i'm the one person who will never leave her, never hate her for the 'bad' things she's done.
Personally i think those ''bad'' things... they are part of her, i guess love is accepting someones flaws and actually loving them more for it.
I know she loves me too.
And for that i'm grateful.
