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I don't even know anymore. Really, i don't.

We get given this life and are basically allowed to do whatever we want with it, well within reason of the law and such. We're forced to make decisions about what we want to do with our lives from a young age and influenced to do the conventional type of everyday jobs. I hate this, I hate it so much. Because I don't really know what I want to do with my life anymore. I've always wanted to work with children but i've always also wanted to perform. I love being on stage with an audience doing a show that i've put so much effort into. But I also love children, I like seeing how happy and content they are with the world and the worst problems they have is that someone else has the brick they want.

So on one hand there's a conventional job and on the other there's a not so conventional job. I have no idea which i'd rather do because i know how my family feel on the issue.

I also started work experience again today, i hate it. I definitely do not want to be a teacher, that is one thing i've learnt today. I wouldn't mind working in a nursery, but teaching is shit. and teachers are so fucking boring, i had to sit and listen to teachers talk about what they've organised for their class to do for the rest of the term, at lunch today, it's like get a life you twat i don't give a shit about what you're doing with your class, i want to be able to have a conversation with you. But then my supervisor was like i don't think your allowed in the staff room, i don't think 15 + 16 year olds are allowed in there, WTF!? grrrr

On a happier note: The airport looked really pretty this morning, infact the whole sky did, i wish i had of taken my camera out with me this morning so i could show you all a picture, but oh well :)

Sorry for all the complaining, i just had to get that off my chest :)

What are you all thinking of doing with your life in zee future?

:)