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    Oh my, you guys. I haven't been on here since MAY!
    tha fuccck is up, bruh? c:

    Guess you guys should know, in that time, I've acquired myself a boyfriend.
    This lovely, wonderful, adorable man right here.
    Jus' letting you guys know. c: <3

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    August 25th, 2011

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    alwayssssstalkin'

    http://LettersIllNeverSend.com/2011/04/14/my-story/

    "Hi.
    I’m a boy.
    You don’t know me very well.
    So I’ll tell you about myself.
    I’ll make you feel like we have an amazing connection.
    I’ll dig into your heart and burrow there.
    You’ll think that I’m so wonderful.
    I’ll charm my way into your bed.
    I will rock your world.
    Which gives me all the power.
    I’ll say I want to be with you.
    And then change my mind
    You’ll want to talk to me more.
    But I have more important things to do now.
    You’ll want to see me.
    I’ll say maybe, and then I ignore you,
    Because I have more important things to do now.
    You’ll go out of your way for me.
    You’ll do whatever it takes to show me you care.
    But it won’t matter.
    I’ve already made up my mind.
    You’re just another number.
    My excuse is that I’m afraid of love
    So I can’t be with you.
    I’ll make you feel like you’re not worth it
    Yet,
    I’ll be nice to you half the time.
    So you can say I’m not all that bad.
    Everyone warned you about me.
    I even warned you about me.
    But you didn’t listen
    Because you’re faith in me blinded you.
    You saw potential in me
    And wanted to make a difference.
    But you can’t,
    I won’t change.
    But in the end
    I’m just a boy.
    A selfish, immature boy,
    Who used you.
    And I’m not sorry.
    Because I got what I wanted.
    You’ll eventually figure this out.
    But it will still be hard for you to let me go.
    Because I burrowed deep.
    You’ll rip me out.
    It’s going to hurt.
    But you’ll be fine.
    Ha."

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    May 11th, 2011

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    I love you.

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    May 11th, 2011

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    http://LettersIllNeverSend.com/2011/05/06/i-know-its-happening-but-i-cant-stop-myself/

    "When you pushed into me for the first time, you didn’t respond to my cry of pain, but you did say,”Just don’t fall in love with me” after we were done. My response was “never,” mostly because I was angry with you for taking my virginity without my permission. I honestly and truly thought that I would never fall in love with you.

    Since that time, I promised myself that I would never sleep with you again. But I can’t stop going to your house and feeling you on me, in me, with me. The feeling is intoxicating. In the meantime you say these things that make my heart flip, like that I’m fun to be around, that I’m smart, that sex was boring until you met me, and that seeing me is the highlight of your week. The other day when we cuddled in the dark and you kissed me on the forehead while wrapping your arm around me really did me in. How can you expect me to not fall in love with you when you do things like that?

    Honestly, I think you’re starting to feel it too, this intense connection between us that can’t be fulfilled with just sex. You hate it when I leave, don’t you? I see your expression in my rearview mirror and it’s not indifferent, that’s for sure. You got angry when I teased you about other men in my life, even though you tried not to show it.

    What if we just admitted it, that we’re falling in love? Would that be so horrible? I know you’re a lot older than me, and that I’m graduating college in a few months. We can work through that. Or at least I can. But damn. You’re amazing. If you want to just keep things the way they are then that’s fine with me."

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    May 10th, 2011

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    Hey guys. long time no talk

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    May 8th, 2011

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    This face just cracks me up.
    Daswhaassssup, show me a funny face.

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    April 23rd, 2011

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    Focus baby don't look at me
    See right through me
    Understand my heartbeat
    Murmurs to mock your rhythm
    Yeah, my nuts, the other girls want em,
    But they can't have
    At least for the moment
    I'm with you there could be people around
    I'm just focused on you
    You can sip chardonnay and imma have myself a brew
    I'm a country ass nigga baby
    You know how I roll
    Your face, never seen something more perfect
    You dance in my mind like justice
    I know you listening back like damn bro
    Laid back so gentle like the violins
    Lay on the beat and we don't have to be discreet
    Can I have a taste? absolutely!
    Your my sweet tangerine lets make a smoothie
    But baby all jokes aside
    My heart beats faster when you open your thighs
    I'm just ready slide ride and glide

    Whenever baby whenever baby whenever baby
    However
    Whenever however you want me girl you got me
    whenever however you want me boo, its me and you babe, me and you.

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    April 19th, 2011

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    I'm so self-conscious about my smile.
    And quite frankly, I'm not fishing for compliments.
    just jumpin' out of my comfort zone.

    So what if I came clean
    and told you all you mean to me
    And so what if I meant every word I said
    Baby, don't let it go to your head.

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    April 18th, 2011

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    Take me with you, I start to miss you.

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    April 18th, 2011

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    Have you ever met a girl that you tried to date
    But a year to make love she wanted you to wait
    Let me tell ya a story of my situation
    I was talkin' to this girl from the U.S. nation
    The way that I met her was on tour at a concert
    She had long hair and a short miniskirt
    I just got onstage drippin', pourin' with sweat
    I was walkin' through the crowd and guess who I met
    I whispered in her ear, "Come to the picture booth
    So I can ask you some questions to see if your hundred proof"
    I asked her her name, she said blah-blah-blah
    She had 9/10 pants and a very big bra
    I took a couple of flicks and she was enthused
    I said, "How do you like the show?"
    she said, "I was very amused"
    I started throwin' bass, she started throwin' back mid-range
    But when I sprung the question, she acted kind of strange
    Then when I asked, "Do ya have a man?" she tried to pretend
    She said, "No I don't, I only have a friend"
    Come on, I'm not even goin' for it
    This is what I'm goin' sing

    You, you got what I need but you say he's just a friend
    And you say he's just a friend, oh baby!

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    April 14th, 2011