i think i've given up on daily booth? =[ oooold picture. i'm now blonde haired and its a bit shorter. lol...maybe i'll post a new pic soon. maybe i won't. chances are, i will, but we shall see. =] say hello to me if you saw me on the live feed, k?
OH EM EFFING GEE GUYS!!!!!!!!! Ya, so it's been a very long time since i've boothed! my bad homies my bad. alot of stuff has been going on lately. moving, working, getting things situated with a promotion, gonna be moving again within the next month. fixing my computer, paying bills. the usual! but i've missed you guys!!! every last one of you, i'll mention my favorites in a minute.
sorry that it's been sooo long and you get this shiteous picture....i'm playing the sims, and trying to update this asap. but i promise, i'll be uploading more often.
anyway! follow these beautiful people.
cuz they're awesome
and i missed them! haha
yay for meeee! classes are over. i got high A's in all the classes, i'm good to go. hanging in the high tech center til my ride gets here!!!
its gonna be a long few days. haven't slept in about 20 hours, closed last night, had school this morning. so ya, i'm gonna go home and crash the eff out!
i also would like to say that i will be trying to post more frequently now that all i'm doing is working, rather than working and school! so get ready DB! it's sooooo on!
OMG GUYS!!!!! Sorry it's taken soooo long to post. i've had a lot to deal with for the last month. for anyone who doesn't know my neice passed away on november 12th, at the early age of 7 months. but don't fret, me and my family are doing much better now! and even though you don't know me personally, for those of you who prayed for me and my family, i greatly appreciate it!!!
anywho, enough about sadness. i had an ok day today. i found out i am exempt from taking my final for art history! yay! so my last day there is next tuesday! soooo excited! in english we have our "final" essay due, collabrative blah blah. whatever, that'll be a breeze. but other than that, it was a bleh day
but why am i smiling and holding two pieces of paper in my hand you ask?
well today, i just recieved my letter from the beautiful @effingtravis and the minute i saw it, i could not stop smiling. if ever i was having a bad day, this letter and it's contents made me smile from ear to ear, and travis is soooo amazing for taking out time to write me!
and he better expect a letter back from me shortly! lol....
so today was a good day, and made even better by him. the one who is most beautiful here on DB.
Thanks lub! (yes, travis, you. =])
and thanks for everything DB, hopefully i'll be getting back into the swing of things shortly! =]
My baby niece Savanna. We called this one her "Model Picture" lol...i miss this little girl soooo much...the funeral for her was yesterday. probably one of the hardest things i've ever had to endure in my life...she would have been 8 months on the 28th. It's weird being out at my sisters house in tx, and not seeing all her toys everywhere, and her high chair. not playing with her, or feeding her. she recently began to say two diff words: mama and baba. she smiled almost all the time. although she was only here for 7 months, just from her funeral, you could tell how many lives she touched. i had a nickname for her, it was platano, which means banana in spanish. her funeral was very beautiful, i have some pictures on my phone of her burial site the next day with all her flowers...i'll be posting those at a later time.
Yesterday, November 12th, 2010, my wonderful and beautiful neice, Savannah Dawn Bogue, passed away. Although she was only on this earth for 7 months, they were the best 7 months i have ever experienced. she will be greatly missed, and i know she knew how much every single person in the family loved and cared for her. I know in my heart that i will one day see her again. she will always be my little Platano.
Sorry it's been a while since i've posted. just been dealing with a lot lately. =[
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my friend ashley thinks i've not been appreciating everything she does for me. taking me out to places, paying for everything everytime we've gone out. it made me feel like a piece of shit...maybe i am?
who knows....
also, schools starting to get cray cray. i have a take home test due on tues as well as a 6 page paper, first draft. i also have 5 study guides i need to finish as well. i love how a month before the semester is over i get all the work. lol. i got my job back at mcdonalds, finally...i'll hopefully be starting next week....
still single.
still hating it.
someone who i thought was my friend uploaded some pictures to his facebook. all the ones i was in he cropped me out of. real nice of him, no?
i still don't have a car either. life is kinda sucking right now...
i'm helping my grandparents pack up all their stuff tomorrow, they are moving back to cali on saturday. so that's exciting. i guess...i still haven't gotten my letter from @effingtravis but i hope it comes soon, cuz that would make this week extra special.
oh, and i'm moving to texas in march, which means i won't be able to sign up for next semester at my college, which really sucks, cuz i actually like my school....and i'm making friends there too!
anyway, if you saw me in the live feed, say hi!
and i'd love some new followers, i only have 12. lol
and here is where i plug some people, go follow these hotties! =]
yay! me and my non-dailybooth friend ashley, a.k.a. zink!!! at her apt hangin out, drinking and watching scary movies...
i've decided...i'm gonna stop trying to persue someone that isn't interested. i also wish that people weren't so shallow sometimes....if they looked passed my body type and my looks, maybe they'd see that i'm a really good person...i would treat them the way they deserved and i wouldn't give them a reason to be angry.
they'd be my prince and i'd treat them as such. i wish i didn't fall for guys so fast....cuz i always end up getting my feelings hurt in the end...no matter what i do.
i pretend to be who i'm not, they aren't interested. i act like myself, they aren't interested. i'm confident, they aren't interested, i act coy and shy, they aren't interested. idk what to do with myself anymore, i am how i am, i can't change that. i just wish i could find someone who could look at me and think, "Hey, he could be the one." but i'm not. never have been.
i always am just a hookup, i'm never anything more. contrary to my happy face in this pic, this blurb clearly shows that i'm not happy. i haven't been in a long time...i'm just glad i have things like facebook, dailybooth, and bars. if not, idk what i would do...
anywho, enough with the seriousness. sorry. i just thought i'd share. still haven't gotten my coveted letter from @effingtravis lol...is it weird that i'm looking forward to it? my friends i have in the state i live in don't seem to wanna talk to me, and the fact that someone from across the country took time out of their day to write me a letter makes me feel really good....i just wish i didn't have to rely on what someone does for me or whatever to make me happy....
my life in a nutshell
anywhoo...
if you saw me in the #livefeed, stop and say hi! if your from another country let me know, ya? =]
Skip the talk, heard it all, time to walk the walk
Break me off, if you're bad, show me who's the boss
Need some goose, to get loose, come on take a shot
(Come on baby let me see what you're hiding underneath)
name that song!!!
hey, follow me, cuz i like to have followers and stuff! new followers get a tag! =]
I've noticed that whenever i take pictures on here from school, i always have my headphones in, my hand is always near my head, and i constantly look sad...hmmm. that black tarp behind me is covering computers. not sure why, but i'm sure i'll find out. eventually.
so hungry right now, but i'm trying out this new diet. i'm not eating while i'm at school, and when i get home, i binge eat. once i'm done, i'm gonna vomit everywhere!
it's a crash diet, but i like to sacrifice. skinny isn't a look. it's a feeling. i love feeling skinny. and in case you haven't caught on, this is all purely sarcasm. i do not have an eating disorder. yet....i feel like i'm on my way to getting one. is that bad?
i don't eat for hours on end, then when i do eat, i binge. badly. i don't purge though. is that still an eating disorder? hmmm....self reflection time i guess.
anywho, no one told me what they thought of my 20 minute haircut that i did myself! haha. so you should tell me!
now, i'm not telling you you have to, in fact you don't. i just wanted an excuse to tag some sexy people. =]
well this was quite long. haha. when did i start writing extremely long blurbs? hmm. more self reflection time needed? i think so! and one more note. i decided that even though only 12 people follow me, i figure, eventually i'll get more, so starting now, i'm gonna end my blurb with song quotes, and i'd like you to tell me from what song those lyrics are.
Still the night,
Kill the lights,
Feel it under your skin,
Time is right,
keep it tight,
'Cause it's pulling you in,
Wrap it up,
You can't stop,
'Cause it feels like an overdose,
