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So very tired. Got up at 7:15, which is early for me so shhh.

Week of dullness. Dissociative period makes for little in the way of productivity.

For those unfamiliar with dissociation, imagine being drained of all your emotions and feelings towards yourself and everything around you. You're not quite an empty shell because you still have your memories, your responsibilities; you just don't have any motivation to do them. Suicide seems like a suitable option because of the unbearable nothingness. Lots of people in this state end up self harming. It's not particularly fun.

Hey-ho, I shall survive. Replies coming up when I stop feeling like an out-of-luck hermit crab. Promise.

I feel sick and my longest nail broke and this is all not good.


I tell you
to picture your family
standing to wave you goodbye,
and as you do,
your lips quirk. I
layer the image in
greyscale; you say it
hurts to think in
black and white. I say
that you already do, and you
laugh.


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