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We are freakin adorible!

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This is my latest "creation." Do you like it? Yes, no?
Yeah, i"m not really sure either.
Since my last picture I've decided to take up actually going on dates that I've been asked on so that's been nice, but it's still really hard to move on. I keep trying to be realistic, but I honestly can't imagine someone more perfect than him. Thankfully I'm smart enough to go slow with things and not jump into another relationship. More studying tonight, the GRE's are on monday. I still have so much to memorize and I've studied for at least 50+ hours (probably way more) for this test already.

I don't care much about what I'm meant to do with my life. What do I want to do with my life? I'm not sure....oh how i'm not sure at all. I don't like people, but i like helping them. I like making people happy. I like when I'm happy, but what really makes me happy? me making others happy? I just miss being so happy, I mean I'm really proud of myself for progress I've made since being home but...I just miss being happy and thinking....man if I died right now, that would suck, but at least I would die feeling like the happiest and luckiest girl ever. It hurts so much to miss you...

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I don't want to show my crying face, so here are some GRE flashcards that I have been studying like crazy.

The distance hurt so much to be away from each other. He said, as hard as it is, it would probably be better if we don't talk anymore. I knew it was going to end up this way eventually. It just hurts to love someone and have them like you so much too, and you can't be together because of distance. I'm trying to follow that whole, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" thing and there are worse things in the world, but it's not working too well. You know that feeling when you trip and you know you're going to fall? That thing your heart and your mind do before you feel the pain of falling? That's how I feel when I remember anything about him now or if his name creeps into my mind. For the first time in over 3 years, I actually wanted a boyfriend, but I guess I'll have to wait for the hopes of something better. Honestly (and thinking realistically as I can right now), I can't imagine someone better than him. We were perfect together....

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So happy together...





...and so sad we are thousands of miles apart.

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I carried this bag a few hours ago and it still left marks. wtf?

Just got back from break up a few hours ago. It is sad to see everyone go, but I am so very happy that it happened.

/bedbeforeIstarttocry:(

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saying goodbye to some friends.

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Falling in love is so hard on the knees.

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Stylin'