Tonight was something I'll never be able to explain in a way that makes sense. I either lost the best thing that I ever had or gained the best wisdom of my life so far. Or maybe both happened. Regardless, I know that I need to make major changes in my life and continue to work on the changes that have already been put into motion. I need to figure out what love is, figure out the meaning of a friend, and figure out what it means to be happy as an individual without those things. I must learn what's worth fighting for, and what's better left behind. Is it alright to put someone you care about before yourself, or is it wrong? How do you get through life with all of the uncertainties and still remain happy and healthy? So many questions to be answered, so many more puzzles to come. But one day, near or far, I'll be content with where I ended up and that'll be what matters. I just need some help in doing all of this. -- Happy Valentine's Day and Happy 3rd Anniversary on Dailybooth.
@BradyTheCreator Got a lidocaine injection to numb my mouth so my dentist could redo a filling (that he knocked out when I went to my appointment on Friday... >_>). Once they were done, they noticed my cheek was puffy. A second later my eye looked like it was about to pop. At first I couldn't swallow and barely see, and everyone there was freaking out. I was rushed to the doctor, everyone there was so confused and felt so bad. Now I'm on two prescriptions, and once the swelling's gone I should expect a black eye and bruises all along that half of my face. -_-