Tonight was something I'll never be able to explain in a way that makes sense. I either lost the best thing that I ever had or gained the best wisdom of my life so far. Or maybe both happened. Regardless, I know that I need to make major changes in my life and continue to work on the changes that have already been put into motion. I need to figure out what love is, figure out the meaning of a friend, and figure out what it means to be happy as an individual without those things. I must learn what's worth fighting for, and what's better left behind. Is it alright to put someone you care about before yourself, or is it wrong? How do you get through life with all of the uncertainties and still remain happy and healthy? So many questions to be answered, so many more puzzles to come. But one day, near or far, I'll be content with where I ended up and that'll be what matters. I just need some help in doing all of this. -- Happy Valentine's Day and Happy 3rd Anniversary on Dailybooth.
Good to know that I lost a big chunk of money because of all of the ambulance and hospital bills that needed to be paid. And now to see a professional, I lose tons of money that I'm supposed to be living off of, not throwing away when I was 110% content with the counselor I was seeing for FREE in school. Really saddened, frustrated, and anxious at the thought of all of this. Before you think you're doing the right thing, remember that I have no income and don't have parents to pay for all of this shit. Feel free to mail me a check for the crap that's unfairly put on me now. Thanks.