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I can't do it. I tried quitting but I can't. Fuck.
Nevermind, I've not felt this relaxed in two weeks.5 commentsMarch 22nd, 2010
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I got my hair cut about a month ago.
Tell me, should I grow it long again, or do I look better with it short?
Also, ignore the cig aha :314 commentsMarch 22nd, 2010
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Quitting smoking is hard!
What were your new years resolutions, and how're you managing?
As for smoking, I've had 1 cigarette in the past two weeks. Not too bad, just wish I'd not had that one.2 commentsMarch 22nd, 2010
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I have such a shit eating grin :/
So, I study Media. Hopefully will be going onto University to study Media + Teaching. Its pretty obvious what I want to end up doing.
What is it you guys study? What proffesion are you hoping to get into? Answers on the back of a postcard.
also, feel free to post your skypes/msn if anyone wants to talk!0 commentsMarch 20th, 2010
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Cats are not very big, right? Bullshit. My cat must have some sort of clever disguise mechanism, because when she sleeps on my bed, she takes up HALF OF THE BED, leaving me with cramped up legs. This wouldn't be a problem, but I'm 6ft 4". I need all the leg room I can get!
So I woke up a bit miffed about that, so then I make a brew, and come on my PC for a little bit, and now she's attacking my headphone wires, and the XBAWKS wires behind the telly, I'm going to wring her bloody neck if she doesn't pack it in.
Also, I watched Inglorious Basterds last night for the first time. I rented it off of Zune on the Xbox, was pretty cool. Pity I watched it on my own, I miss being in bed cuddled up watching a film >_>2 commentsMarch 20th, 2010
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I know I used this earlier... but I like this photo of me.
So it's a friday night and I am at home, alone, bored outta my mind (You'd think I'd be playing xbox, considering I'd just got one. HEADACHES ARE AWESOME! :D)
No one is talking, either ;( So, does anyonebody want to talk with me?
Skype: King_of_jutsu
msn: Kodgemmo@googlemail.com
I'd prefer skype, but I'm cool with talking over msn!
What're you guys doing tonight?3 commentsMarch 19th, 2010
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So I went and gone done purchased myself an XBAWKS THREE SIDDY.
But holy shit, it was filthy! I got it second hand so I could save myself a bit of money. (read: I was skint) I don't understand how anyone could let something they own get so dirty, especially something as expensive as an xbawks three siddy.
Regardless, I've just spent about 45 minutes giving it a good clean down and sorting the scratches out, aswell as the face plate. But meh, I'll plug it in, in a little while and have a play about on it!
Also, Naked Friday? I think this will be the first and last time I do THAT.
So, purchases horror storys?15 commentsMarch 19th, 2010
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Picture Related; My old hair.
Disclaimer before reading: I'm aware it come across like I'm being an attention whoring little school-boy-bitch. It's not my intention, I'm have a bit of a rubbish day and I just wanted to rant. Thank you.
Confidence is something we shouldn't take for granted. Those that have it should hold onto it for dear life, because without it we're going to get no where in life.
I don't want this to turn into a "bawww emo emo emo no girls like me bawwwww /wrists" but it's definetly going to.
I have no confidence what so ever, somebody really hurt me and when they left they took my confidence. Now I honestly couldn't give two shits about that person anymore, but I do care about myself, because if you yourself are not happy, how're you supposed to get on with things? You can't, really.
So since that person left and took everything that made me confident, I've been trying my hardest to regain it, I've lost a stone. I cut all my hair off, and I gave up smoking, and I don't drink anyway.
I thought that this dramatic change in my life would someone kick start the 'old confidence and let me get back on track. It didn't.
I haven't changed myself, all I've done is cut my hair and helped my health (and my wallet, heh). I'm still the same person, I still wear the same clothes. I just want to be able to wake up on a morning and be happy with myself again, I can't do it.
But it's a vicious circle, I'm an incredibly shy person when it comes to the opposite sex. As soon as some sort of mutual feelings are developed, I don't know what to do, I freeze up, I can't keep conversatiosn going, I'm just too shy, but before any feelings are developed I'm fine - I can talk to anyone perfectly fine without a worry.
Thats when things fall through, as soon as I become shy the majority of girls will just lose interest and move on. They want a confident gent who can hold his head up high and be like "awhh hells yeah, I'm the dogs bollocks and I've got an awesome girlfriend. fuck yearrrrrrr".
Thats not me, I can't do that. I can acknowledge that the person I'm with is awesome, I can acknowledge I must've done something pretty fucking noble to have them. But holy shit, I can't SAY it. I can't BE that confident person. I can't make all the first moves - and thats what girls want. They want the guy to make all the first moves and chase after them. I want a girl to show an interest in me, get to know me, let me know THEY like me.
But no one is going to take the time to get to know me, because they never do.5 commentsMarch 18th, 2010
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I love my cat, I really do. She's pretty awesome and totally nonchalont about everything.
But shitttt, she winds me up so bad! She sleeps on my bed sometimes, and this morning she woke me up by purring right loud. I patted her head, told her to shut up, and I rolled over and went back to sleep. Then she decided to climb all over my fucking bed purring loudly and meowing. So thus I was awoken super early and now I'm in a right bad mood, to make matters even worse, my sister is being the usual slob-like monster she is and so she doesn't have to get changed out of her pajamas, is making me go to the shop.
Blarg!2 commentsMarch 18th, 2010
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I love MMORPG games. I love them, 90% of them are absolutely wank, but goddamn it, I love them.
But Mortal Online, why do you do this to me? Why do you have to be everything I look for in an MMORPG but be absolutely fucking broken? You're a joke.
Mortal Online is broken, completely and utterly. There are so many things wrong with the game client that on the official website there a post that compiles every common, known, error with the game client and there are fixes for them, there are about 10 problems. I wish I was making this up. If Starvault think they can release this game by next month, they're more retarded than I thought.
See, 9 of the problems have fixes. Apart from one. The Kendell32.dll problem, what the fuck, seriously. There is NO FIX for that bug. NONE.
So unless Starvault pull their fingers out and get it sorted, I'll be playing borderlands instead untill I get my XBAWKS THREE SIDDY.
On another note, Rustler burgers are fantasticly awesome, aren't they? I'm not even stoned right now and I can safely say they are one of the best snacks in the world. When I get in from college, the last thing I wanna do is fuck about in the kitchen with my finger up my arse cooking. Oh no, Rustler saves the day, I just put that shit in the microwave for a minute while I have a drink.
Goddamn I love Rustler burgers so much. I'm going to turn fat if I don't pack it in with them.
Also, today is my 1 week 2 days of no smoking. Feels good, man. I'm getting sick of the coughing the bad off of my lungs though, its really aweful :/ But hopefully I won't have to put up with that much longer. Hopefully.
Peace out, yo!5 commentsMarch 17th, 2010
Jack Crossley is a 20 year old male from United Kingdom.
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18 year old champion winner at life. I'm highly cynical of everything, I am incredibly passionate about the most pettiest of things. Also, never misquote a film in my company, thats the worst thing you could do.
I reside in South Yorkshire, contrary to popular belief I do actually like to travel.
I like to talk about video games and films, or my cat. I don't have any self confidence so its doubtful that I'll be talking about myself.
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