Everyone, this is my beautiful pop <3
today had just not been my day..
work at 8am-4pm then visited my nan and pop, they arent well.
They think my pop has depression and just was in hospital the other day. He has hardily eaten since and tells people hes ready to die.
This really hurts me inside.. I feel numb and dont know what to do..
My pop is my inspiration, he's so happy all the time.. well was.
He used to make cute jokes and take me places and tell me little tales about the towns we went to and the things that we found.
He now stays at home, and can hardily leave the house, due to his wife (my nan) having dimension (when you lose your memory), she cant shower by herself and cant really get out of bed. My pop has lost all hope. His best friend has passed away on him and since then he sits in the shed every tuesday afternoon where they used to meet, with an empty chair next to him with his head facing the ground.
It hurts to see someone you love so much, who has been your hero/ inspiration want to give up on life.
I hope things get better soon.
So I had another big Saturday night, Nothing better to do around here!
And it was fairytale themed! So I went as Tinkerbell! :) My friend had nothing to go as so just went as Mario! haha, was a good night and didnt get too hungover which was the main thing !
So today is pretty average, well got let off of school for the term! so holidays are set for two weeks! Which half my days I'll spend working and my nights drinking.. The usual I guess,
and the other half will be spent at home, waiting for my boyfriend to come home, distance is hard. And it sucks, but I don't want him giving up his future for a teenage love.
Can't wait to see him after work tonight <3
Meanwhile I'm chilling in my bedroom watching one tree hill season 8, it is amazing !! I have been watching it since 2007 and i think im very emotionally attached to all the characters ;P
You know when you have those days where everything is okay, but you feel like something is missing or wrong? Like the one you love is acting unusual, or you feel like the world is letting you down when it isnt?
Yeah I'm having one of those days :(
Kendall Pretty! is a 17 year old female from Australia.
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I'm Kendall Pretty, 16, blonde and happily taken. Live for vodka, friends, family, piercings and netball. I don't mind having mistakes in my past because it has made me the person who I am today :)