Oh, hey! I haven't been on here in SO long. But I thought I would check everything out once again. I have changed a lot since the last time I was on. I'm not as "weird" as I used to be. I'm a lot more mature and I got rid of the friend that was ruining everything for me, and that make everything a lot better. I'm still me but I'm a better version. I'm still in love with the same guy that I can't have. But this is my life now and I like it. If you're going to destroy that for me, get out.
-If just one person would care for once, things might be different in my life. But I know that my dream of having a support group or "friends" -as everyone else calls them- will never be true. Not sure why, but people just seem to dislike me. I try to please almost everyone but it doesn't help at all.
-So, I turn to one person that can help me and I don't even know her in real life. That person is @MissAlissa15. I really don't know where I would be without everything she does. Her videos are the most helpful, for the fact that they cheer me up half the time. Her Formspring responces about her panic attacks make me feel like less of a freak. She is just all around a great person.
Alissa, thank you for being you. And undirectly helping me. I really appreciate it. (:
-Tell me someone who helps you get through things or makes you happy.
Had a panic attack today...All because of a terrible thunderstorm. I was home alone and bawling my eyes out. Then I started screaming, shaking, and I couldn't really breathe. Let's just say it wasn't that good of a day for me.