So the guy is Jack Carling.
And from left to right is Lily Crossley, Gabbi Wylie and Me.
When i move, these 3 are gunna be the ones i'll miss the most.
We've all been best friends since we were 5, 11 years later and we're still all close.
These are the guys who i can tell anything to, and none of them will judge me no matter what.
When i'm not happy, these 3 will cheer me up.
I love them all to pieces and I don't want to say goodbye to any of them.
Because goodbye means i won't be coming back.
i never want to lose these three, and i'll always be there for them when they need me. i love them millions, and i really will miss them.
you could never get better friends then these 3<3
WOOOOO! pacman top!
i have no make up on but i'm pretty bored:(
i should be revising for history but that's just effort -______-
i have one more exam left then i'm freeeee:D
i can't wait to leave school seeing as i'll only miss a handful of people.
moving, so new start, new people.
so i'm happy :D
AAAAAAH!
I GOT PINK PUT IN MY HAIR!
I FUCKING LOVE IT!
it took like 3 hours at the hairdressers.. but it was worth it.
i got it cut too, it's quite short :(
but i have my layers back! :D
my webcams really shitty, it's like a florescent pink in real life.
it's awesome.
LOL, my webcams shockingly bad.
and i've just woken up and i look like the devil.
but basically my blackberry's broken! so i'm stuck with the shitty phone... which i'm biting... like a normal person...
if they tell me my blackberry is not repairable, i will cry!
but anyway, follow me?
and i'll follow you back ;)
thanks gorgeous!
so this is now i want my hair for prom!
what d'you guys think?
i'm actually really excited for my prom :')
although i don't think I'll look that good for it:/
but i'm gunna make most of the night and see how it goes :)
today i had my biology exam.
i thought it was pretty easy tbh :)
and i have one more exam left then i'm
FUCKING FREEEE.
:')
so follow me and i'll follow you back?
kthnxbyeeee.
I'm different.
I like to take muggish pictures at 9 in the morning with yesterdays make up on.
tehehehe.
I took this when I still had my fakebake spray tan.
it's all gone now :(
but i'll be getting another one for prom soon ;)
woo!
At 2 today, I have my second history exam.
really not looking forward to it as it's the only subject i'm failing.
but i only have 3 exams left, then i get to burn all my books and have the BEST fucking summer EVAAAAR!
happy days for Kate.
but follow me and i'll follow you back! you sexay mofo ;)
hey look!
it's me with a real pwetty dress on! ;)
this was originally my prom dress, but then i
found that prettier one down there, on my profile VVV.
but yeah, i still love it.
today i had my last ever maths exam!
never have to do maths again.
so happy!
but it was fucking hard!
like harder then wondering whether to take the last biscuit or not..
it was THAT hard.
SO THIS IS MY LEAVERS HOODIE.
basically, i CBA WITH BOYS ANYMORE.
they all say they're different, but when it comes to you giving them a chance to prove themselves, they go and abuse it.
and it really pisses me off.
so i'm giving up on boys till i find one that can actually prove himself.
I've also been annoyed that boys don't like me for my personality,
and like me for how i look when i have my make up on and my extensions in.
and i hate it.
they love me for someone i'm not.
so here's me
WITH NO MAKE UP AND HAIR TIED BACK!
if any boy says he likes me, he can see me like this first before he decides if he likes me or not.
woo!
so i'm thinking about changing my wardrobe, as all it consists of are hoodies and leggings...
which is pretty shit.
i wanna wear a lot nicer things but i can't find anything to suit me, so what do you think?
recently i haven't been in a good mood so i'm going to vent my anger of here, because on facebook everyone comments on it and judges you and it’s like wtf? if i actually gave a shit, i would have inboxed you about it.
So my blackberry has just broken. CREYZ.
but thats not why i’m so angry. I’m sooo angry because I feel like i’ve been lied to. Recently, i haven’t been happy with the way i look. It’s my body. I hate it. I look in the mirror and i actually cry. i have this sixth form induction for Verulam school soon, and i went to buy clothes for it yesterday. I normally buy clothes a size too big coz it makes me feel better about myself. So i went around, picked up a few size 14’s and went to try them on and they didn’t even fucking fit. There is no fucking way I’m a size 16, which really pissed me off. I actually cried about it for ages and looked at myself in the mirror thinking, “fucking hell, everyone tells me there’s nothing wrong with me. everyone must be so fucking blind because i’m a fucking whale.”
i’ve been eating healthily for 2 months now, i cut out snacks and started going to the gym, yet somehow i gained weight. in the past week, i’ve made myself sick, and i have starved myself, it’s gotten to that extreme - i’ve been doing it a week now, and it’s just making me more depressed. I never thought i could ever be this upset over my body. I’m so angry with myself that i actually let myself get to that size. Not many people understand how serious this is getting.
even my dad calls me fat. The one guy you expect to be there for you. and he goes and calls me fat.
and what’s even worse? the fact i’m going to be moving in with my gorgeous step sister soon, that has an amazing figure and it about 3, now 4, sizes smaller then me.
and no, i’m not doing this for attention, it’s to vent my feelings because no one will actually be bothered to read it.
